one of my new year resolution: TO STOP ONLINE SHOPPING! ahh!




WHEREVER YOU WILL GO
THE CALLING

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[Chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[Chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[Chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

thank you for the beautiful ending(:










I dont know what I am actually thinking. Its coming back again. Crap.











The wound
where I got stung probably a decade or so ago
ripped open again.

I think
I need to go see kelly
to get it heal.

But probably
it will never heal
in time for this game.

Is it possible that what happened to Russell,
happen to me too?

I know it cant and it must'nt
but I secretly want it to.

What on earth am I talking about?
I have no idea too!
Ha!




another brilliant day spent and i am glad that i went for the cic training and the youth concert(: it was just a blast and im so happy to meet my fellow comrades like daddy siyi and twin xingyi and crazy minxue who drew the above for me(: kathy's testimonial is super inspiring and after listening to her, i feel that what im going through is nothing. if she can do it, so can it! just like how yen can cook and so can you! okay no link. haha. i am really glad that found my focus and motivation again. i have to win and score a victory this A levels !

the youth concert was really really brilliant! super high and we were even more crazy becuase of people like hysen and minxue! haha! fei mao! haha. yutong, annie, ben hum were awesome! love yutong's voice ttm! orange cove were just simply woolala! and sean you got a brilliant great voice okay! and secretly i think daddy alvin is super cool and charismatic! (i just realise i got a lot of daddys. okay actually two plus a real one!) sydc were just so vibrant and full of energy(: and to the pianist and the violinist who played cheeze fries, you two are just so great! and i think violinist are just so cool! okay enough for now and im going to mug hard now! off i go!

i really wish that you can attend the next concert with me and the DIAL lecture too. i'll chant for that. woosh!