OMG!!! I am blogging straight from a blackberry now(: is damn cool! Sorry for sounding like some small fascinated kid but it is really cool(: yays! Kudos to blackberry(:

Okay back to mugging! Jiayous peeps!



'We watched the seasons pull up it's stake,
catch the last weekend of the last week,
another sun silk season fades away.
You have stolen my heart, you have stolen my heart.'

indeed this season esp the last two weeks was just crazy
but im glad we pull through and were stronger than before.
i know i am tactless with my words,
but i dont mean it in the bad ways.
im sorry for causing so much worries for you.
i really am.

im really lost.
i dont know much.
i dont know how long i can last going on like this.
both sides of my hands are flesh;
i dont want to hurt any side but neither can i just leave things like that cause there will be one side that i definitely going to get hurt.
i want to please and get both sides but it will involve a lot of hard work since i let both sides down so many times before.

i will need the courage,
the wisdom to do the apt thing
and achieve final victory.
and i definitely victory is mine.
and daimoku is the key.

an end to another long week!

firstly, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!
i think this year celebrations isnt too bad. at least it was entertaining(: i think the video of the food trail was exceptionally funny! esp laoshi(: haha! and ernest puey! thanks lar! put up the photo and comment nvm! STILL SPELL MY NAME WRONGLY!!! you die ernest! morning breakfast was really nice(: gave the teachers all their gifts and im exceptionally happy with chenlaoshi's bouquet from the team(:

and i feel super guilty for not going back to see mrs tan cause i arranged an outing with the v11 girls way before hand le. hope you guys had a good time back at coral(: went out with the girls for astons(: happy happy cause i got my sirloin steak at a good price with good company(: its really nice to get back tgt to have a meal like that(: i really miss v11 and will be looking forward to class outings during the hols and the v11 chalet(:

time for photos(:






Tell him that you like him
And tell him you know he still likes you

Tell him that you want him to be happy
As much as he wants it for you

Tell him that he can wait
Tell him its fine with you

But the day he finds a soulmate
He must indeed tell you

And when that day comes
Tell him you'll wish him well
For as much as you want him to be with you
It’s too much to put him through hell

So tell him you love him
Tell him you care

Cause he might just be happier with someone else
As much as you'll feel fair

--Ernest Puey
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it has been my most terribly disgusting week of the year and perhaps of my life so far. things have never been so bad before and i have really had a taste of how life can be without you. horrible might just so be an understatement for it. but now thankfully all are well; not totally well but at least its better(: at least there will be 15days in a year that i will so be looking forward to(:
iLOVEyou<3



THANK YOU GUYS!!

big thank you to those who were there for me when i need support the most! its really greatly appreciated(: esp to ernest, chun and may! love you guys to the max! its really heartening to have good friends, as sensei always says, you will be there to lend you their shoulder and support you through your way, though some may go dont know dont know...

things are better now and i hope it will remain as such from now on! i am learning how to draw lines clearly and i need to put in loads of effort to draw a clear straight line(: but one thing is for sure, i will never give up no matter how hard things may be; im convinced to prove that i can do it and you are the worthy one!










hence presenting the above
to those who counted on me
to those who mark my life
to those who made me laugh when i really needed somebody
to those who gave me encouragement when i were down
to everyone
to my friends
to you.

credits to chun(:



its all gone now. totally gone.
though i hate what i said today, i didnt have a choice.
i hope we can change the full stop to a semi colon; a fresh beginning, a brand new chapter about us. as friends.

i loved you more than i can ever imagine. i TOTALLY lied to myself when i left your arms just now.

puen be strong. somethings arent just within your control. at least you have experienced what you need to; you had your share of it. learn to be contented.
but its hard you know. its very...




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i am so proud of myself(: i finally caught up with the movies i always wanted to watch! yes i know i am lag but at least i finally watched it!=D


i still have more in my hard disk that i wanna watch! shall have a movie marathon someday when exams are over!(:

in the meantime i should be off to more mugging since promos are like 1mth plus away?! something to brighten everyone's day up further(: credits to leo!



i need your loving hands to pick the fallen me up.




today was a slack day in school! ultimate waste time! ended school at about 9 plus then we made our way to marina square for class outing! it was like empty and quiet so we all went to macs and stone! camwhored with ernest's mac book(: played some games and i swear i suck at coordination! then went over to thai express for lunch then talk crap with miss ng! went over to bowl and it was really cool! there were like 15 to 20 of us but we only rented 3pairs of shoes! we kept taking turns and it was a really funny scene! then the lane beside ours left halfway so we got a free games(: left after awhile and off to spending quality time(: but in the end, i knocked out throughout the whole bus ride=/ SORRY!!

here are the pictures taken today! not all cause some with char and ryan!






updates time since i am free(:

granny's birthday celebration!
went to tung loke at paramount hotel to eat on sunday! buffet was good but they serve super slow=( tried buddha jump over the wall for the first time! cool stuff man! me and big uncle had a godo time with sashimi!! and their fired 'mianxian' was also really good(: and the really cool part was when we were about to sing granny her birthday song, a super obiang happy birthday song started to play throughout the restuarant! super malu lar! but nonetheless it was a night of fun and love(: some photos(: