Your Native American Name Is...

Hantaywee Salai Your name means: Faithful Squirrel

i think i m really bored...=p

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group... You're always up for a good time or conversation And you stick with your friends no matter what You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

i think i m bored... lalala(:

Your Heart is Feeling Safe

Right now, all is good with your heart. And you intend on keeping it that way. Whether you're deeply in love or just looking, you know that your heart will be taken care of. You never risk your heart too much, but you don't hold it back either. You know who to trust your heart with. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little too comfortable Your current outlook on love: Calm and future oriented Your love life will improve if you: Treat other people's hearts the way you expect yours to be treated Watch out for: Taking the people you're dating for granted

is it really the case?

What Owyong Pu En Means

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

last week was rather eventful.

as everyone knows O levels was released on thurs. got my higher chinese results back. wasnt exactly pleased with it and broke down even before i got my results slips. got a b3. i felt that i disappointed everyone esp mummy. spent so much money for my tuition and yet i got this kind of result.. i m sorry. so after seeking advice from chenlaoshi, xuyelaoshi, wanglaoshi, who all went "huh what happened?!" when i called them, H1 chinese it is! although it is rather time consuming, i m still taking it for the practical reason and i wan to get my A!

but i have also learnt many things from this experience, esp not to things for granted; what is you think is yours, might not be yours, so treasure everything you have got. and nothing comes by easy so you have work for it if you want it.

went out with some of the folks from v11 to gelare! it was alright. nth much but it was nice to see everyone again and sit tgt as one(: went for the careers talk organised by FD&SD for graduates. brought gw there for some weird reason. had carl's jr before going!! I LOVE CARL'S JR! it rawkes big time! gw didnt freak out as expected but soon after, we were swamped by ASD people. started being bombarded by the ASD people. the best part was that Nicholas, a CIC or mayb IIC from ASD thought guowei was my boyfriend?! then i was like "er NO NO NO! just bought him cause he didnt want to go home" which was a fact(: then went home and talked to some tpsd people. actually was xingyi minxue lionel and a FD IC kinda/kinder(: lovely talk and got to catch up minxue and xingyi a bit! i m going to start saving up for the japan trip 2yrs later! 5K and we will be off to japan for exchange, spend most of our days at shinanomachi=D

fri was off day. went back to find chenlaoshi to talk talk and decided that chinese it is. then went to meet mama. went for op sale. super pissed off by the shuttle bus! took 1 hr to come! then the best part came when the air con broke down. we stood at the warehouse area under hot sun, with our hungry stomachs for 1hr only to find that the bus de air con broke down. but lucky it was a short journey and me n mum chionged for food immediately when we reached eunos. actually wanted to meet kangsing and others for jap food at cchms but in the end i was almost late=/ no more OP sales unless got car!

my record hours of talking over the phone as of now: 3hrs plus. did it on fri night! i was suppose to slp at 11plus but in the end slept at 3plus cause you called and talked and talked and talked. we wont have ended if not for your checkup at 8am! but it was nice talk and glad to have catch up with stuff(: all the best for jae and dont brood over it anymore cause there is nothing that you can do. all you can do now is to hope for the best(:

ytd and today were eventful! had the long awaited LITTLE PRINCE(: the musical was great! could see that everyone put in alot of efforts! it was really successful and professional. love the songs that they composed and the shadow dance thing done up by freddie and eugene! super nice la! the idea was unique and fresh! the dances were damn good and they had contemp this time too other than hiphop!

a big THANK YOU to ELROY HUANGSUI YILING SHUQI ALICEA GRACE SHAWN for coming down to watch the musical and hope you guys enjoyed it! sorry to freak you guys out by the chanting and stuff but hope you guys are open minded about.

did up the balloon with meihui huixian and denise and some others who helped along the way. it wasnt too badly done up and i m so sorry for bursting one balloon!=( helped up a bit for the souvenirs also and it was really a wonderful idea and with loads of sweat and effort put into it! the exhibit was great too! very glad that we managed to do up something simple yet nice within such a short period of time. always enjoy chionging stuff and working with the ICs cause its the time where bonds are forged and strengthen(: many things happened during the two days and i made a couple of new ICs and strengthen bonds with others. enjoyed the time spent together with meihui denise qiuling and peizhen at the coffeeshop! enjoyed the talk although i did most of the talking and i m really glad to have known them!

now that i have officially graduated from fd i m kind of sad cause no more FUN DIVISION but SERIOUS DIVISION and i will miss all the ICs and frens i have made. FD has really been my turning point in faith and i m really glad to have spend my fd days fruitfully. i m really glad to have a bunch of crazy and inspiring ICs who never fails to perk me up and encourage me when i m down! i will remember the bonds forged during the FD days and everything i have learnt during my 4years stay(: to meihui and tankuan, i promise to continue on and show what is FD capable of! and to the rest of the ICs, continue inspiring students and fight on! with your sincerities deep down within you i m sure you all can changed even more life and foster more capable people! and to the FD students, please continue to contribute as much as you can during your FD days and never say no when challenges are offered to you. dont ever belittle yourself cause you never know what you are capable of and you have the potential to ace! FD rawk on and you will be missed!!

here are some photos taken over the past few days(:

gelare


me n huangsui


me n huangsui (proper)


me n may (not very nice but who cares!)


i look disgusting! laogong!!


the class or at least part of it(:

the little prince


me and meihui!! spongebob queen!! mrs cotton>.<
me and qiumei! forever inspiring and working hard behind the scene

me and xueting who rawkes big time! i will miss you...


me and huixian! miss cotton!


me and forever pretty eunice!


purelit/drama pres and eunice!


our exhibit! so proud of it(:


the salt march - exhibit part2!


RHQ1 pretty and lovely ywd ICs


crazy and insipiring YMD ICs


attempt number two!

have been rather busy and haven got much time to update! sorry to all my loyal blog readers!

hmmm had og bbq which was so so but had fun catching up with jingying! love you truckloads! shawn attempted to dunk me but it was unsuccessful, thanks to the help rendered by jingying and jo and other random people around who saw shawn bullying us!! and thanks to him i got injured and he kindly broke my watch while trying to get hold of me! thanks alot ah shawn!!

o levels are going to be released on thurs! all the best to everyone out there who are going to collect their results and i hope i will get at least at B3 for chinese(: hope that everyone in S41 can stay and no one leaves cause S41 is a class which is quiet yet happening=D

ok conclusion that i have drawn after talking to two lovely girls whom i miss alot(:

guys are nothing but just pieces of crap. they only know how to make girls confused and distracted. and girls are just gullible and easily moved creatures. they delved too much into stuff and makes too many assumptions which are wrong. another weakness is heat at the moment and all these will result in them suffering for the next 1 wk, 1mth or what have you. well this doesnt apply to all girls but a significant percentage of them.

hence i concluded that i will not be involved in any of such nonsense which only waste my precious time and i will just be good friends with them and nothing beyond that. i should be concentrating on my studies and wushu, and other stuff which deserves more of my attention than these. szeling is a role model whom i shall attempt to follow. self discipline is what you need and learning to prioritise is very impt too. and to prevent us from going astray, me and the queen of insecurities are attached to each other(:

all i can say to you is stop wasting your precious time on something which you probably already have an answer to...

from dictionary.com

stealing (verb)
- to take (the property of another or others) without permission or right, esp. secretly or by force

stealing is a crime.
hence,
it makes stealing people's heart
a crime too.
however these stealers are never punished,
for some strange reasons or another.
the stealers enjoy,
while the victims suffer.

a heart has just been stolen.
but by who?
its still a question
that has no answer.

will there even be an answer?
that is a good question to ponder..



haven been blogging for ages cause school's started and i dont have time. so blogging will reduce tremendously=(

okay school is better now. the class is more bonded and united. and our class really do have very nice and funny people. i remember myself laughing like some crazy freak during the break today. then went for geog lesson, somehow leo became 'bobbytan' during geog lesson, poline sleeping during phy prac, and many other stuff. 08S41 is a nice and lovely class(: lect tutorials are better these days... slowly getting use to it alr.

and now i really understood what the seniors meant when they said that training was their only motivation of the day! cause i m experiencing that now. i love the year1s(: they rawk man! its really great to train and spend time with them crapping and stuff!

ohya! and i got a new breakfast mate! shawnwong! my ex calssmate(: really glad that we can still talk and chat evern though we haven met for 2years. its really nice having him as fren whom i can pour anything and everything under the sun to(: besties forever k 'bf'!

and i m really happy cause there are like 22 people going for dim sum dollies! 23 out of 31(: an impressive sum! way to go 06V11! and you guys are terribly terribly missed!!


i shld really cherish those around me now
and not regret when they leave.
treasuring the times that you spent with someone
is something that i have been trying to learn.
those wonderful times will never return
once they are gone.
they will only go into a folder in your brain,
named 'memories',
and stored there forever.
it will diminish as time passes
as more and more wonderful memories filled up the brain
which has a limited capacity.
however if those times spent together were really significant and important to you,
no matter how long ago it was,
how long it has been stored in your tiny brain,
it will still be prominently stored
within the 'memories' folder
and remembered forever.



Reflection. Christina Aguiler

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?







2008 has began and its been a busy first week(:

was really glad to see alot of familiar faces in vj. huimay joanne brian changhong shawn surong vera elaine shiya sharon adelaida (who is in S41 too!) zoe and other people. got to know new folks too like wanxin bethany jingying minghui and the list goes on and on..

orientation has been great and it is improving as the day passes. day1 was just terrible. day2 a little better and today is the best!=D got super high with debby and jingying during mass dance and really screamed our lungs out! so i m kinda in the process of losing my voice now=/ today has been really wonderful and i got to experience what the victorian spirit is all about, and what a real victorian should be. was really enjoying myself during the cheering and loved the things that dhilshad and emcees said about being part of the victorian family today during the game when the ogls werent around and when dhilshad made her closing speech. when we were playing the 'silent game' i really felt that the victorian spirit there, the bond present between everyone. i never regretted choosing vj and i m glad that i did(:

met my class, 08S41 today. was rather bad cause is the rojak class with all the random people around. i shant comment too much about it but i really hope that i can mix with the mainstream folks and make new friend and get out of all the cliques. the seniors are an interesting bunch of people man. crappy enthu and high. hope that our class can be like them and yup thats 08S41, the class that i will be with for the next 2years.

i miss my previous og! me n grace were talking about it last night. its damn fun! all the laughter jokes enthusiasm.. didnt know how to appreciate then but now we do. but o wells thats life. we wont know how to appreciate it until we lose it. really hope that we can have an og outing gathering everyone back.

the past one week has also allow me to strengthen my faith even more. esp after the SD kenshu. really glad that i attended it. learnt a lot of new things on mentor and disciple and it made me rethink many things. enjoyed the gosho session where hueykuey shared many things. although it was a very short gosho, about 4 para, i learnt many things and every line had it reason to be there. was really inspired by all the sharings. attended the 5th Nationwide Youth Leaders Meeting on wed although had to spend money cabbing back cause orientation ended very late. it was really worth it and i learnt many things from the youth chief, ymd chief, ywd chief and the ymd and ywd who shared about their experience with sensei. i was really touched and encourage. because of all these that i heard about the mentor and disciple spirit and the start of the 2nd phase of kosen rufu, i decided that i will be to start reading the NHR this year and get in touch with sensei, and to strengthen my faith and use it as a basis no matter what happens. so i have also decided that since i m graduating from fd this year (so sad=() i will contribute to the upcoming musical by inviting at 10 frens down for it! shall make my last fd event a meaningful one(: heres is a copy of the flyer and those interested in coming can just drop me a sms or a tag!