havent been blogging for a long time. cos of the eathquake. then dunno y blogger cant use. so cant update about me trip. i promise i wil. soon.

is the last day of 2006. started the day of by gg to the airport n send zhi yu off. wa. he damn good lor. gt alot of ppl go send him off. i think we hav enough ppl to start a 'zhiyu fan club' le lor. many funny things happen n took quite a bit of pictures. n s usual nicole looked stupid and funny. went for breakfast then left for gelare siglap to redeem the last pint of ice cream.

looking back at this year, i think this year would be one of my most exciting, eventful and meaningful years in me life. i can say this is a big turning point in my life. from entering the ip to joining wu shu (which i used to dislike) to making new friends and hanging out with them until late in the night and staying up late in the middle of the night jux to chiong homework, i think i hav lead a very interesting and different life this year. i nvr ever stayed up late last time, nvr go out almost everyday during the hols or gg out unitl like 11 plus 12 in the night. but i have done all of these this year.

i seriously think that i have really grown and change this year. in terms of personality, thinking, mindsets, gakkai activities and many more, i really took everything a step further. n this is only possible because i hav people around me who give me a helping hand and pick me up when i m falling, encourage me n motivate me so tat i wont give up. i really treasure and appreciate wat u all have done n hope tat u guys would also stand by me like wat u all did this year cos i think nxt year would b an even more challening year ahead for me. more missions r awaiting for me.

first, i hav decided to take part in ndp. took a long time to consider if i should take part. cos i m worried about me time management. i scared i cant cope with me studies and also not having enough time to rest. after hearing leonard's experience this year, it made me more worried. but thanks to ying lin n the rest, i hav made up my mind n i wont regret. shall take it as a challenge. yinglin, shall work hard together nxt yr. gambatte!

second i was chosen to mcee the FD general meeting together with zhen wei. when xue ting first told me, i was like omg, r u serious? asking a person like me to mcee. u muz b joking. but she said she wasnt. i was chosen by the committe n they hav high hopes on me n zhen wei. so all i can sae is i wil try my best. FD GM leh. nt a small meeting. it is a very impt one for FD. so i must do a good job. hope i wil b able to.

i think these r the two major missions for me nxt yr. there r others like the wu shu competition n others. so here is my new year resolutions and some goals for myself nxt yr.

1. improve in me studies. overall muz improve.
2. do consistent revision, dont do last minnte studying or homework.
3. improve wu shu and do well in the wu shu competition s well s ndp.
4. take a step further in my gakkai activities and do human revolution.
5. bulid up better and stronger relationship with the people around me.

i think tat is about it. wil try to blog about me korea trip asap. HAPPY NEW YEAR! and may everyone have a great year ahead! love ya all(:



me is in korea now! blogging straight from korea.

is damn cold here. but very shiok! gt snow also. went to ski yesterday. damn fun. but very tiring also. wearing the attire itself takes like ages! then later hav to learn. the learning part sucks. it is quite hard. but once u get the hang of it, u would enjoy it a lot. haha. managed to so called master it. yeah!

went to their indoor swimming pool too. very shiok. warm water. then also hav indoor slides. very fun. played like xiao4. then went for dinner. is something like steamboat.

todae went to take train. from kangwon land to seoul. very fun. played ass hole tai ti during the whole trip. came up with a new post. royal gigloo for quan ken. hahax. then learnt to make kimichi and wore the korean costume to take picture. will uploaad the picture once i go back.

just went shopping and come back. bought socks. vera bought one pair of bae yong joon socks for u! haha. also bought this charcoal face wash. tml gg shopping again. yeah!!!

still gt 4 more days to go. then go back to singapore. and soon sch wil reopen. sobz... but sch reopen gt its good and bads. so must learn to give and take. tat is the way of life(:

shall stop here. go up and take a bathe and orh orh le. wil try to update if possible:) nitez ppl. miss ya!







the messages and the song in this post is specially dedicated to all my friends whom i know in my life.

esp to the wu shu teams (cchms n vj) and the 5 of u. jus wan to say an extremely big THANK YOU to u all for making me life this year so colourful and wonderful. u guys really make a big difference in me life:) wihtout u all, i really dunno how i m gg to survive trainings and all the pressure and problems faced during the year.

n to all, no matter what happens, you guys will always have a place in me heart, and i wil write all the happy memories we hav on stones and all those bad memories on the sand so tat they would b blown away by the wind:)

learnt alot of things yesterday during zadankai. felt tat yesterday's zadankai was very inspiring. all the members sharing their testimonials. i was super inpsired by 3, one frm a 77-yr old aunty and another frm me aunty and last but nt least frm aunty hwee lie.

they made me realised tat nothing is impossible with the gohonzon beside u. as long as u offer sincere prayers, nth wil go unanswered. just go back to the gohonzon everytime u hav a problem and everything wil jux turn out the way u wanted or even better:)

went to whitesands jux now for lunch. meet nicole the bimbo and her sis at ice lemon tee. the bimbo did another thing tat made her a loser again. haix. with her around, we wil jux hav a great time laughing our heads off:)

leaving tml nite for korea le. if anyone wans anything frm korea, jux msg me n i wil try to get it for u if possible:) wil miss one wu shu trng. so sad. but lucky wil b in time for the christmas exchange. hehe. spending a white christmas once again! yeah:)



just came back from wu shu camp yesterday. very shagged but i think it is worth it:)

had trng 3 times on wed and thurs, and double session on fri. very tired and intense. because me havent trained for quite a while and slept on the hard and cold floor in the classroom, my whole body ached like nobody's business on the second day. but managed to survive the triple session again on the second day. was pretty lucky to hav mattress to sleep on the second night. so third day, my body wasnt as bad as the the second day but still ached.

watched ye yan [the banquet] on the second night. i think it is a pretty interesting show. n the ending was kept in the suspense. n zhang ziyi is a super good actress. she is very professional:) love her acting big time.

camped at chung cheng illegally for 2 nights. almost gt caught for the first night. hehe. love the camp big time. how i wish there is another one. although it is tough, it is worth it. gt to know more ppl n gossips of others too:)

love vj n cchms wu shu team forever! u guys really make me trng life more meaningful.

checked me email inbox just now. had a few crappy tests. did it cos i was bored. n guess wat. one of the tests was pretty accurate. shall put it up so tat u ppl can go try it out too. so scary. after doing the test, the result was pretty accurate. it was so true tat i couldnt believe it. so this is how it goes. . .

AMAZINGLY ACCURATE

Whatever you do, don't cheat!

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS .

TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.

THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.

DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.

IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME. DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.


1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 , WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.
DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 , WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME (like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6 .
DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11

6. Finally, MAKE A WISH.

ARE YOU READY?

HERE IS THE KEY TO THE GAME

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in SPACE 2
2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in
SPACE 7

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7

9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND

10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER

share this with anyone and everyone you know. it is pretty interesting isnt it?



just saw the class video. very touched by watever the class ppl said about the class:) indeed. V11 is a class tat i feel most bonded and close to s compared to the rest of the classes tat i hav been bfore. V11 rawkes big time!

havent decide if i should join ndp nxt yr.

wan to join cos is like a very rare opportunity. FD got an item all by ourselves la. n it is like my last yr in FD nxt yr. so muz cherish every opportunity. somemore. nxt yr wont hav any zone ntg cos of ndp.

but worried cos i scared cant manage my time well enough. nxt yr IP 2 le. wil b more hectic than this yr. then if i join ndp, i scared gt nt enought rest n i would end up sleeping in class. i really dun wan to affect my studies. didnt do very well this yr liao. cant let it happen again nxt yr.

so should i or shouldnt i? perhaps i should. treat it s a chance to challenge myself n do human revolution. shall chant to the ghonzon n talk to the ic/s in the meantime while considering:)

looking forward to the korea trip. its like nxt tues! haven really start packing. n many of my stuff r missing. my tights and my pants. dunno keep where le. mus go find. i itnk it would be fun. sharing room with geneva. hehe. no more parents! yeah... haha.



been an excellent dae today. cleared all my worries and doubts, and i realised that they were unnecessary.

meet the SG at pp. then went to giant to buy stuff. grace is hyper as usual and went on a shopping spree. went to jing's house after tat. on the way, we talked about very weird topic. death. haha. then when reached jing's house, i gt a shocked of me life. her condo is damn nice and damn spacious. the swimming pool is damn nice n her house hor, every room inside gt toliet sia. n the design is super duper nice. anywaies. started cooking. all of us were very scared of grace, scared tat she would make a mess out of the place. but it went quite smoothly. n jolyn's beef was very nice. the medium rare one is super nice. has pasta n potato too:) after the meal, we started our chit chat session.

it's coming back. i know tat it is not ur fault but the feeling jux come. i really can understand. n had 1 to 1 talk with her. told her about him. n she told me about shuttlecock. then cleared some misunderstandings tat we hav. thru the talk, gt the so called 'reaffirmation' tat i kind of needed. everyone kind of opened up n talk things out. although we took quite a while to warm up, i think it was still great. i really love u gals man. and i thank u for all u gals hav done. making me smile when i m done, giving me a helping hand when i need it. i believe tat when we split up nxt yr, we would still b s close s we r now. i strongly believe tat.

the team is coming back at midnight! yeah! after about 13 days, u guys r finally back man. i really miss u all. looking forward to the camp:) it is gg to b fun. definitely. getting updated news and gossips about some ppl! haha:)



had class chalet for the past 2 days. wasnt the same s wat i thought it would be. realised many things during this chalet. happy n sad things...

read one of my friend's blog. read this sentence that really made me confirm my doubt that i m losing it totally. i really dunno how to face u guys. out of the group of us, 4 of u all get to bond like super often during the hols. the other one still catch up with u all very often n me. lost n no common topic to talk about. after reading that line, i really dunno if i should go on mon. i feel so extra there. like u all hav something to talk in common. but me, in the middle of no where. our friendship is really superficial afterall i guess. if it isnt, this wouldnt b happening.

i really cant imagining me gg to class nxt yr. i really cant. there is still like 4 more days bfore u come back. i really cant take it any more. i need to talk to u! urgently.

utterly disappointed in myself.



haven been blogging for quite a while. haha.

went for soka stallion dinner yesterday. damn boring sia. lucky gt me zen to save me. watched goong throughout the dinner. but couldnt hear anything. cos the karaoke damn loud. zen put full blast oso not use. l0l. reached home at about 11 plus 12.

woke up at 9 todae cos gt planning for fd zone outing. i thought wil hav alot of ppl in the end onli gt me xi tao wen tang ying lin n si min onli. n xue ting n shu ping both r nt here. onli gt wei ming. planned out the thing within quite a short time. but havent finalised yet. l0l.

haven been sleeping well these days. dunno why. must be missing u too much le. haha. been thinking alot these days. hope tat watever i m thinking is unnecessary. hope so:)

gg to esmond's house to complete the class video tml. hope tat we can finish it by tml. oso doing the chinese ppt tml. hope tat can finish it tml n nt drag anymore cos i m nt free anymore le. haha. gg on hols soon n having camp too. so very pack. better complete all homework asap.

i m absolutely in love with the goong song, Perhaps Love by HowL & J n the other one. it is damn nice la. the lyrics r very meaningful too. didnt manage to get the chinese translation. still in the mist of finding it. but here is the korean one.

Perhaps Love (사랑인가요) (duet with J) – 하울 (HowL)

언제였던 건지, 기억나진 않아
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
한 두 번씩 떠오르던 생각
자꾸 늘어가서 조금 당황스러운 이 마음

별일이 아닐 수 있다고, 사소한 마음이라고
내가 내게 자꾸 (내게 자꾸)
말을 하는 게 어색한 걸

*사랑인가요, 그대 나와,
같다면 시작인가요, 맘이 자꾸 그댈,
사랑한대요, 온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요,
왜 이제야 들리죠 ohh...,
서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.

지금 내 마음을, 설명하려 해도
니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는
방법뿐인데

이미 난 니 안에 있는 걸
내 안에 니가 있듯이
우린 서로에게 (서로에게),
이미 길들여 진지 몰라

repeat *

생각해보면 (생각해보면)
많은 순간 속에 (ohh...yeah)
얼마나 많은 (yeah.. yeah..) 설레임 있었는지
조금 늦은 그만큼 나
더 잘해 줄게요

함께할게요, 추억이 될 기억만
선물할게요, 다신 내 곁에서
떠나지 마요, 짧은 순간조차도
불안한걸요, 내게 머물러줘요 (ohhh)
그댈 이렇게 많이 (이토록 많이)
사랑하고 있어요(그대 하나만) 이미

this is the chinese one. part of it only. i think. copied from the show. dunno accurate anot. haha. so here it goes...

以不记得是从何时开始
我的思绪因你而混乱
指引偶尔的想起变得频繁
而感到慌张的这颗心
告诉自己也许没什么
只不过是自己想得太多了
不断这样告诉自己
反而得更强

是爱吗？
如果你也跟我一样
那时开始吗
我的心不断诉说着爱你
像是对着全世界喊

为何现在才听见他说
彼此的相遇都是为了这份爱
就算想说明我现在的心情
也只有让你化成我去感受而已
我早已在你心中
就像我的心中已有你
也许我们早已习惯彼此

是爱吗？
如果你也跟我一样
那时开始吗
我的心不断诉说着爱你
像是对着全世界喊