just got back from class countdown party(: camwhored, karaoke, up-words, food, checking of OGs, pool... had fun at the party! big thank you to althea and her parents for booking the place(: nice ambience with great facilities.

did some catching up grace after picking jing up. talked about stuff and i let another person know about it=/ i seriously think that you shouldnt have given up 2years back. he was the right one for you lar. but o wells... really enjoyed the walk cum talk with you just now and so coincidentally they both have the same name! i just hope that that day wont come by such that i have to make a decision and i think i will give it up if it really happens.

the new year 2008 is coming soon. not particularly excited about it. looking forward to it but yet not. going back to school is great but i m worried about mixing with the mainstream and worried about work. i m worried that they will find us elitist and be unfriendly. i m worried about taking geog, something i haven technically touched for 2years. and now that i know i m in 08S41 which has like 11 IP students, i m worried that our class wont be united. o wells i hope everything will turn out fine and at least i should grateful that i have a lot of nice people in my class(:

看起来，你比我还要坚强。虽然没见过他，但是他即将离开的消息，还是让我感到心酸。是否该接受，我真的不知道。我只希望是我自己想太多了，而一切只要保持在现在这样，我就心满意足了（：



我怀念的

我问为什么 那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么 不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我 不愿意敷衍我
还是明白 你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动 求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说







i m sorry for breaking your heart terribly. i hope you are coping well with it.







“把每次的练习当成是真正的比赛，把自己最佳的表现呈现出来。
把比赛当成一次的练习，以平常心去打就行了。”

“刚才你失误，不要紧。最重要是不要放弃，继续把套路打完。若你继续把套路打完，我们只会扣0.5分。但若你选择放弃，选择在最后从来，我们就会扣1.0分。这是训练得其中一部分，有了这次的经验，以后你就知道如何应付这种状况了。”
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这是蔡教练今天所说的。今天虽然有许多失误，但是我很庆幸能从教练身上学习到许多东西。今天的训练也非常好玩。很开心能再次见到队员们，与他们训练、说笑、互相扶持（：

对nicole huiying and freda: 我不像陈凤玲我不像陈凤玲和刘芷绚！你们这么说是对他们的一种侮辱！而就像 mayer 所说的，我像溥恩（：

我非常珍惜那天与你相处的一个多小时。虽然时间不长，但是那并不重要，因为对我而言素质比数量更为重要。




The Swiss philosopher Carl Hilty (1833-1909) once wrote:
'My ideal is to become a useful friend to many.'

that is my ideal too(:



i hope i m not in it.
may please tell me i m not.
i dont want to think about it anymore!!
ahhhh........
but i m sure time will fade things away.

may i really enjoy talking to you online. n i hope things will turn out fine for me. wish me good luck and all the best to you for these 6days(:



You make me wanna
-Blue

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing I really need.
Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end, and I..
They'll get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends, oh.
I wanna know if you feel the same.
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt, babe.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing I really need.
And baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light. (Morning light)
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight. (Just can’t fight)
You're the first and last thing on my mind.(On my mind)
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love, wooh.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never known before
We're gonna make love , oooh!

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul. (Surrender my soul)..

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.(Surrender my soul)

the song that accompanied me through the taiwan trip...



ok i m back from taiwan!! had loads of fun and it was such a rewarding trip. learnt alot from the members over in taiwan although i didnt really understood what they were speaking>.< wont be blogging too long cause i m really lazy. just some highlights(:

thumbs up for the trip. its really like the one to hokkaido back in 2005. good tour guide, nice hotels, good food.. everything is wonderful except the air over in taipei and kaoshiong! the air is super polluted, thanks to the large amount of vehicles present, industries along highways, and the smokers around. i swear there are alot of smokers aroudn taiwan and the govt there dont know how to do proper urban planning. everywhere you go there will be people smoking!! grr.. cant stand it! i really appreciate the clean air that singapore have and the good urban planning that the govt did. the taiwan govt actually had all the industries along their highways and incinerators just beside the highways too. the best thing was that there was even a revolving restaurant at the incinerator. how wodnerful is that... anyway now to the fun part of the trip((:

hualien - taroko gorge 太鲁阁(:





it is a really beautiful place. a place where you can get in touch with nature and experience fresh air. love the lakes, marble formations and mountains in that area. i was so refreshed after the walk along a small portion of taroko gorge=D

taipei - shilin night market 士林夜市
night market = shopping and food!! it was super crowded. like super super. you just cant stop moving in there. people will push you if you dont. you cant even cut across the street. people just keep flowing in. and the really cool thing there is that when the police come to chase those illegal vendors in the middle of the street. the stall vendors will hold on the cart in front of them and move away. really untied bunch of people. so you will see chains of carts trying to run when a whistle is blown to warn the vendors! did a bit of shopping there but cause its winter over there so didnt get to buy much too.

nantou - formosan aboriginal cultural village 九族文化村

its the better amusement park that we went out of the two. love the rides there. sat the UFO which was about 15 odd storey high. my heart almost dropped out when i was up there. and i was so stupid and insane cause immediately after that i went to join the kids on mayan adventure which was a roller coaster that went 360 degress round. kept my eyes shut and when it ended, i just dropped dead on the ground. my leges were jelly and when we saw the folks on the roller coaster, we all went "i didnt just take that ride, did i?"


UFO with us on it(:

hsienchu - leo foo village 六福村
another amusement park. not as fun as the other one but there are some good rides. there is this aladdin one that goes 360 degress in a circle (diameter about 2 storeys high) and it will hang at the top for about 3secs. not as bad as i thought so ya. there was another inverter there which was surprisingly good.

taipei - 五角船板
this is a damn cool restaurant and a lovely place to be in. the design is really nice. photos shall do the talking for this(:












my table mates for the whole trip((:

food!!
the food there is freaking good(: heres a list of the good food there:

beef noodles
white steam chicken with blue blacks
rice with soya minced meat thing
soya milk
steam rice! (super nice)
chou toufu(:
salad fried bun thing
and the list goes on and on...

SGI taiwan
went to visit the kaikans there too and got to attend 2 of their general meetings. it was really meaningful. got to learn from the members there through their testimonials even though some were speaking in hokkien=/ the second general meeting over at 板桥会馆 was really good. there was this girl in high school who played a piece by mozart. it was really spectacular. everyone was so memerised when she was playing. then a ywd shared about the obstacles she met during her admission to uni and during her final exam in her last year in high school. was really touched and inspired. she was down with chicken pox just 2 wks before her final year exam and she had to play a piece on her changqin cause she in a music course. but cause of faith and the surpport she had fromher parents, she managed to pull through it and get into a uni that she is currently enjoying studying in. was tearing during the end of the meeting but managed to hold back while aunty youlian burst into tears. it was really a wonderful experience and i m grateful for such a wonderful oppopruntiy. being able to attend this general meeting is the best gift from the trip(:

so here are some of the other random photos(:


jumpshot outside 五角船板


me and daddy at train station


me and mummy at taroko gorge


MDs plus tour guide and coach captain


WDs(:


YMDs and YWDs with tour guide being extra=D


family at fisherman's whart


group shot at the chiangkai-shek memorial hall. (the thing at the back looks like shrek!)


another with mr chung, a sgi taiwan member at the airport(:



i know i haven been blogging cause i have been really busy these few weeks. will update once i get back from taiwan(:

leaving for taiwan in 2days!! yays=D but sad that peijun n geneva and some other youths cant go=( so i m like the oldest amongst them=/ but anywaies if you guys wan anything just sms me or tag and i will try to get it if i can!

meeting up with FLINT 1 folks tmr!! yays!! and leonard is coming too(: miss those days in flint and all the dinners after flint trngs... o wells i m meeting the bunch of them tmr!!

absence makes the heart grow fonder
and bro will definitely miss you over these two wks!




"Thinking of things from the perspective of others is the foundation of true consideration."

SGI Newsletter No. 7420, The New Human Revolution--Vol. 20: Chap. 3, Ties of Trust 7, translated Dec. 4th, 2007



"Suffer what there is to suffer, enjoy what there is to enjoy. Regard both suffering and joy as facts of life, and continue chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo, no matter what happens."

(Happiness in This World - The Writings of Nichiren Daishonin, Vol. 1, page 681) Selection source: "Kyo no Hosshin", Seikyo Shimbun, December 5th, 2007





another old random post(:
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Light Bulb Jokes about all Junior College in Singapore...

*no offence. if you belong to that JC, hope u dont mind. it is something interesting(:

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

L0L!!!

saw this old post. a meaningful old post.
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Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do. Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game? Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1: They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4: They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14: They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28: They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29

11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11.57pm The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me...

Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...
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Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

i definitely will(:

found these when i was packing my table. i dont know why its so blur but anywaies, i really wanna say a big thank you guys for making life this year so eventful and wonderful.

to the team. its been a tough year and despite all these obstacles present, it is because we stood together as one, as a team, that is why we are able to clinch the championships once again. i m really glad to see that we have all developed and grown in one way or another over the year and i hope that we will all still stay united as one, as a team. and to all the j2s, thanks guys for all the wonderful memories and being there for me when i need them. i will miss training with you all.

to 06v11, the one of its unique kind, thanks guys for making ip2 life so fun and enjoyable. although there are occasionally conflicts here and there, it doesnt matter cause after these conflicts and obstacles that we will bond and unite as a class, as one. thanks to all who provided their listening ears to me when i desperately needed them and i will remember all the moments we spent together as a class, during inv!gorate, during the cultural night in japan, during lessons, during class outings.... i m really honoured to be part of the class, to be part of 06v11, the one and only(:







a busy week indeed.

mon n tues were fine. just going down to ntu to do stuff. but we were damn high on mon morn while testing gases out. started the whole chinese nonsense and had a fun time laughing at each other(: went for trng in the afternoon and went haywire too=/ went out for dinner with bro on tues at jp de foodcourt. the meesiam was not too bad but popo's meesiam is still the best(: got my first christmas gift of the year from bro. its kind of unexpected. i was just given a postcard with somehting attached to it. was told to read it when i didnt want to and the next thing i knew, i was in converse trying out the pair of shoes(: heres a picture of it!

thanks bro for the shoes! dont anyhow spend next time k! its really an unexpected and early christmas gift! and i owe you a cheesecake(: went to the airport to pick dad up only to find that his flight had been delayed=( went to t3 with bro for a walk and i swear its a really big and empty! there were only tons and tons of glass panels with some very very fake plantations there. but nonetheless, its a nice terminal(: dad only came out at like 1025 and we reached home at 11. grr. slept at 12 and woke up at 6 the next day to go for wushu camp(:

i always enjoy wushu camp man! its really a time where the team come together and train their ass off. its also a time to catch up with folks whom you haven met for ages. fangyu mel yumi linmei jon yongchao yuzhe weijun all came. it was really nice to see them(: miss training with them! but the best thing occurred on the first day of the camp: i sprained my ankle during the first training of the camp while doing the first er qi jiao then zuo pan. tried to hang on for a while but couldnt take it and sat down for a break. guolaoshi helped me massaged and it became better. the camp was really good! cailaoshi chiong-ed our jian (which suck big time) and killed us during the afternn trng and guolaoshi chiong-ed qiang the next day(: settled ji ti too(: thanks to jieru who bian1 the whole tao lu despite being really tired! i love ji ti quan man! its so zai la! esp the starting(: there are way too many stuff to blog about the camp so i shall stop here and move on before ppl die of boredom=/

went for mrboy's wedding ytd! boy & linda. mr & mrs boy. it was a simple yet lovely wedding ceremony. the photos were very sweet and mrs boy is very very photogenic! mrboy was really diff ytd. he toned down while saying the wedding vow, while expressing his appreciation to his folks and stuff. it was a lovely way to start off a sat morning. mrboy's wedding made me realised that two people who grew up from two different families can actually come together, to become one and spend the rest of their life together, experiencing all the ups and downs no longer alone but with someone whom you love. thats how amazing love can be.

saw this picture in kangsing's phone. indeed this would be the ideal relationship that everyone hopes to have(:
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"Ideal love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people.
It is the inner struggle to polish these attributes that is the key. Real love is not two people clinging to each other; it can only be fostered between two strong people secure in their individuality."
-Ikeda Sensei, Wisdom of Words