"when life just gets so routinal, sometimes there're those few little things that just suddenly make your day:)" - Charmaine

its really true. all it takes are small little things and a few words of concern will make my day(:




it takes a second to say i love you
but it takes an entire life time to show it



went for dinner at fairmount on sun night to celeb mother's day for popo in advance since my uncle and aunt will be off to taiwan on labour day! the buffet was really good but what was even better is the family time spent together! i really enjoy talking to my aunts and uncles! love the stories they share with us and we had a great time laughing our way through!

what was the most amazing was that me and my sis started camwhoring in the car for the first time! and now my mum understands why many youngsters bring cameras with them and camwhore everywhere they go cause they are a form of entertainment when we are bored! so here are some pictures with me my sis my granny n grandpa!







the wushu photos that i owe you all! haha! have fun viewing and I MISS COMP!



THANKS ALOT S41 for all the unglamness!
and i dont usually sleep during lessons k! except chinese but its only sometimes lor! zzzz...

had ip open hse today. it was alright. a bit disappointing but its expected. personally i think that the hours are way too long and everything feels so dispersed; it wasnt as concentrated and hyped up as before. also i think mr___ cant present well. i mean he can talk alot but no quality. hence i got questioned by a parent cuase she felt that his presentation wasnt convincing enough for her to feel confident about the programme. honestly its my first time hearing such a comment. i guess its just part and parcel of the transition period for ip. but i was really happy when i saw misslow! as usual she is as bimbo as she was (or mayb even more than before =X)! but one thing is for sure, she is alot more younger and prettier(: caught up with her a bit and it was really fun talking to her! mr yang came back too! and he still likes to joke as much as before! went for bio presentation too! and we saw the video whcih we made for the respiration song! so funny! our table which consist of all the ip3, we were laughing our heads off lar!

seeing them come back plus presenting aust booth plus seeing the usual misslow biio notes plus seeing the respiration video and stuff, i suddenly felt really nostalgic. i really miss those days. i know i have said this a lot of times but i just cant help it. i cant turn time back so all i can do is to recall them once in a while. and i cant express how much those ip days meant to me but they really meant alot to me; my life really took a brand new path ever since day1 of ip started and life was never the same as before. like in ip i had this motivation to go on, and slog my way through no matter how sucky it can get, despite knowing that i wont score super well in the end. but now somehow i lost this driving force in me. i need to find it back. urgently.

i have to learn to set my priorities right.
i cant let it take over my entire life.
i miss ip.
i miss 06V11.
i miss all of you.



what a wonderful and understanding person i am...

i m sorry

i just somehow cant communicate with you.
maybe age is the problem
i know that you are stressed up
with the increasing workload
and pressure you are getting from folks n teachers n what not
but i just cant help to nag at you for not finishing up your work

ok its not like i finish all of them too
but you are so young
and you should start making it a habit to finish things up before the next day

if you cant even cope with the workload now
then how are you going to in future
esp next year when the number of subj doubles?!

plus as you grow up
its natural that you start neglecting your schoolwork
its exponential
i dont know if that is really the case for all
but at least it applied to me
and based on your character
i m quite sure it will happen to you too

i know that you wont be able to understand my rationale
for the way that i m treating you now
but all i can say is
its for your own good
i dont want to see you suffer in future
i dont want to see you in the state that i m in now

i will try my best to reduce nagging
and try a different approach
to help you through this period



"Trust is cultivated through consistent care. The seedlings of friendship will not grow tall and strong if they are neglected after a single encounter. Just as seedlings need water, fertilizer, and patient care to grow, friendship is fostered through abiding sincerity."

trust in you
trust in myself
trust in it
is all i need



Sincerity and integrity are the threads by which the fabric of friendship is woven. These threads are spun, one by one, from consideration and thoroughgoing sincerity. Such threads form the strongest bonds among people.



LOVE TO LOVE YOU
THE CORRS

I would love to love you like you do me,
I'd love to love you like you do me,
There's a pillar in my way you see,
I'd love to love you like you do me,

I, met you on a sunny Autumn day,
You instantly attracted me, when asking for the way,
God if I had known the pain I'd make you feel,
I would have stopped this thought of us, and turned upon my heel,

Though you should leave me,
Time make it be alright,
Though you must leave me,
Time will help you see the light,
You don't need me,
Time make it be alright,
Though you must leave me,
Believe me when I tell you,

I would love to love you like you do me,
I'd love to love you like you do me,
There's a pillar in my way you see,
I'd love to love you like you do me,

You recognised my barrier to love,
I know there's nothing worse than unrequited love, unrequited love,
So I prayed to God that I could give the love you gave to me,
But something's lying in my way, preventing it to be,

Though you should leave me,
Time make it be alright,
Though you must leave me,
Believe me when I tell you,

I would love to love you like you do me,
I'd love to love you like you do me,
There's a pillar in my way you see,
I'd love to love you like you do me,
I would love to love you like you do me,
I'd love to love you like you do me,
There's a pillar in my way you see,
I'd love to love you like you do me,

Break those pillars down,
Break those pillars down,
Take those pillars down, down, down,
Oh, take those pillars down,
Love to love you like you do me,
Break those pillars down,
Love to love you like you do me,
Oh take those pillars down,
Love to love you,
Love to love you,
Love to love you,
Love to love you,
Take those pillars down,
Love to love you,



ok wushu comp 2008.

I M SO PROUD OF YOU GIRLS!! i m really thankful for the team this year. although things hasnt been that smooth sailing for us, we still manage to overcome them all, and show that we have what it takes to be champions! just as jiaolian said, " got quality, no need to scared them! " now that comp is over, i needa catch up with work! i m lagging behind by like i dont know how much! haix. anyway time for pictures(: these are from yujuan will upload mine again. no time!=/



went for musicfest ytd with yl may alicea. was a little disappointing cause the whole event was like damn sian plus the results was a flop, except for vocal group(: nonetheless it was still a great night and it marks my FIRST concert at vjc=D haha! i m lousy (i admit) cause for the past 2 years, i haven been to any vj concerts!=/ here are two of the music videos! happy viewing(:





projectwork groupings!!
they were out ytd. LEO LIANGZHI DHEA and ELIZABETH who is still sailing! haha! i m really thankful for my group cause it didnt have any of the long list of people that i dont want to work with! groupings for the class were really on the extremes but o wells, projectwork is a chance for everyone to work together and learn to compromise. hope pw wont be that terrible=/ on a side note, kelvin and ernest are in the same pw grp so off to the execution of the toiletbowl plan! haha!!

and seriously, you are pissing us (at least me) off as the day pass. please know your limits and dont cross the boundary.




i salute to her man! after reading what she tagged on denis's blog, which i encourage all wushu folks and in fact everyone to read, i m really respect her even further.

洁如不愧是我们的蚂老大！

When I get older losing my hair
Many years from now
Will you still be sending me a valentine
Birthday greetings, bottle of wine?
If I'd been out till quarter to three
Would you lock the door?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four?

You'll be older too
And if you say the word
I could stay with you

I could be handy, mending a fuse
When your lights have gone
You can knit a sweater by the fireside

Sunday mornings go for a ride
Doing the garden, digging the weeds
Who could ask for more?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four?

Every summer we can rent a cottage in the Isle of Wight
If it's not too dear
We shall scrimp and save
Grandchildren on your knee
Vera, Chuck & Dave

Send me a postcard, drop me a line
Stating point of view
Indicate precisely what you mean to say
Yours sincerely, wasting away
Give me your answer, fill in a form
Mine for evermore
Will you still need me, will you still feed me
When I'm sixty-four?
Ho!



after all my hardwork, panicking, cutting of my face and stomach and blah blah blah, this was what i achieved=D i m glad that i didnt let the team down and contributed 5pts to the team. although it might seem little, it means something, esp for this year, every point counts and it makes a difference.

now what is left is jiti. the most fun event of all cause you get to do it together as a team and train together. looking forward to jiti on tues! will give our best and display the best jiti item ever on tuesday!

to all the wushu folks out there, JIAYOUS!! its the last lap of the race le! give your 101% and shall show the (to be filled in yourself) judges what we are really made of! like what yuzhe said, we have to make them scared of us cause of the quality and standards that we set and the team spirit we all possess within us! all the way people!(:

"Having good people around you is important. And you dont need too many of them; one or two really good ones will just do well."

thats really true. since the start of the year, i m grateful for those around who made life so much more bearable. i cant reiterate how much i miss IP and 06V11 and whenever i recall those wonderful days (staying up late at nigh just to chiong projects, going in to lessons and get more enlightened after each, eating breakfast during math lesson, having consultations until late in the evening....) i m sorry to say but i will just think that jc life sucks. but now that i m starting to find good friend(s) in class who empathise with me, i m really grateful for it.






jiayous to all wushu folks! we are only left with jiti so just give your best man!
all the best to all the other ccas who are having their seasons too!
no matter how bad things might be, just hang on and fight as a team all the way to the end!








generally pleased with my results. although its a tie btwn me and another for 5th and 6th, it doesnt matter cause at least i got through it smoothly(: super happy for HUIYING! omg! i love you girl! you really did everyone here proud by scoring 8.00((: all your hardwork hasnt been proven! you rock man!! and i think its your legacy to shiwu and yet get it! HAHA!

comp isnt really the same as before. somehow something was missing. and with all the unhappy things happening, it doesnt help at all. hope that everyone can pull through this year and display the best performance and team spirit a team should ever have! all the way folks!(: