life is so fragile and many things are very unpredictable so treasure every moment u spend with ur love ones and prioritise the goals and things in ur life properly so that u would nt live a life of regret.

been feeling terrible for the past two days and perhaps for the nxt few days too. everything just happen so sudden. we didnt even have time to sit down and discuss it with others and sort our thoguhts out. it jus happened within a spilt second. and many things can happen within a split second that changes our life. it changes the way we think and how we view certain things. everything is jus happening so quickly. i dont have time at all to sort my thoughts out bfore making a decision. i feel so useless. i hav jus let the class down, cant do anything to help my cca and many more unfortunate events have been happening ard me. i m gg bonkers soon!!!

thanks to all those who have listen to me and share me sorrows todae. esp to julian huiying n min young! thanks alot! really appreciate it. i hope i can get over with it and carry on.

n to the folks in v11. i m very sorry if i hav let some of u down. i really dont wish to run for welfare. i m really nt up for it. even though u guys think i can but if i cant convince myself that i can, then how can i ever gonna do a good job s a welfare rep of the class? this is only one of the reason. but even though i m nt the welfare rep of the class, i wil still continue contributing to the class. n i hope that u guys can give beau ur fullest support(: if you wish to contribute, u dont need a status or a post to do it and nth can stop u from doin so. contributions should come from deep within your heart and it mus be sincere. that is what i think.

stay strong puen!



A change of principal has caused our cca life to undergo a major crisis and change. it is causing her to have so much pressure. haix. y must there be a change and an implementation of a new system? It is just practically ostracizing some cca(s) and not all them to prove themselves. Yes they might not hav done it for the past year or years but it doesnt mean that they cant do it the next year. N if u take away the privileges, you are jus minimizing their chance of proving themselves and they would most probably b stuck in that vicious cycle unless something miracle happens. N it is causing people who are nt up for that post to be put on that post as they do nto hav a choice. And it is also causing people to doubt their personal ability.

n hey. I assure u that u are not incapable. It is just the context of the whole thing that puts u at a disadvantage. But u tried ur best and there is nothing we can say or criticse about you. You put in ur effort to fulfill ur role and u did a pretty good job. So dont undermine urself ya?!



there is more to this person than meets your eyes, so give him another chance before you dismiss him from your life. okay, he may not make the greatest first impression, but it is what happens afterwards that counts.

taken from astrology.com. LIBRA(:



woosh!

cny has been great so far... esp with the erm... gambling! haha.

went for morn gongyo on the first dae, ah ma house and 大姑 house. woke up at like 6 plus. n slept at like 12 plus. somemore is non stop playing at every house. love the time at me ah ma house. is the best so far. gambled with ran n his family. then we invented a new game called 笑口常开. super funny. laughed until our head also going to drop liao. many of us said that we are going to hav muscle aches after todae. haha. love that game. here is a video to prove to u how crazy we were.


then second dae was so-so onli. stayed at home whole dae long until like 5 plus. watched singapre dreaming, JJ concert, 我的初恋小情人 which was damn cute and many more. then went to loyang villa for gathering. so gambled again. at the start, i was losing like crazy becuase it was blackjack n the bankers were super lucky. then later they decided to play pool or lor teng. wa! that one the bet was super high. everyone chip in 2 bucks. n there were like 23 ppl playing! so if u won, u would get like 46 bucks plus some sponsors here n there. woosh! guess wat! i gt it during the third round! somemore sole winner sia! cant believe it... 46 bucks jus came in can. then they played for 4 rounds to get a number to buy 4D. haha. that number is pretty nice. shant sae it if nt i wil get killed if me relatives can buy it in.

hmmm. so all in all. HAPPY CNY FOLKS! may all ur dreams come true, all the best for those who r studying [get s good gradess possible], great health for everyone, n everyone to have the brightest smile ever(:

Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do. Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game? Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1: They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4: They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14: They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28: They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29

11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pm The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me...

Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

i wil(:

The following was taken from an email sent by my dear KAIXIAN! thanks gal.

Light Bulb Jokes about all Junior College in Singapore...

*no offence. if you belong to that JC, hope u dont mind. it is something interesting(:

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

L0L!!!



been super busy. n time is nt enough again!!! mayb it wil nvr b enough. s humans, we r greedy ppl. when we sae we wan (1), n when we get (1), we will sae we want (2). we are nvr satisfied. been busy rushing projs, homework n doin revision n mugging bfore it is too late. but me engine can nvr be on n maintained. it wil b on for that dae n later off during the nxt. haix. puen!! concentrate mugging!!!

vday yesterday was pretty alright. prepared gifts for everyone until i died. i swear, no more presnets for everyone nxt yr. it is really a torture. n i would like to thanks those who prepared a gift for me n i really appreciate it. thanks alvin for tat octopus, thanks grace for that card with the roche, thanks jon n fang for the gummies cos u know that i dont like chocos, thanks mel for that unique fork ( n dont go round asking sharp round or spikey cos it sounds wrong), thanks everyone who has gave me or wished me in someway or another. went for trng, then had team dinner.

trng todae was ok la. except that some unhappy things happened in cchms tat made jiaolian lectured us a bit. n they ask me to take part in B div n take it s a performance or a chance to gain experience. the way that they said it was like so easy. but i dont think so lor. haix. but i think i hav no excuses to reject sicne they sae until like that. shall jus go up n malu myself(:

n after yesterday, i realised i love hurdling a lot. i love it bigtime. but i wont go join track bcos of that cos i know ic ant do a good job(:

dinner was ok. except that quite some ppl ps n everyone was very draggy. reached singpost onli at like 8pm. took 1 hr to reach there can. haix. had laksa. went home after meal immediately cos still hav chiense to chiong. then on my way back, i thought i lost me zen! look high n low for it but cant find. in the end u know wat? it was actually at the front of my bag! lll.

went out with ah keow todae to do some shopping. helped julia settled another set of her cny clothing. n she kind of went for a spree. had a nice talk with her on the way. julia i love u! n 'i m sorry!'

happy cny ppl! all the best to u guys in the new year of PIG! oink oink...



it is dedicated to all gakkai members! it appeared in one of my friend's lit assignment! cool right? thanks guowei for letting me know bout this poem. a beautiful one...





tiring dae todae. felt super tired on the way to school. slept through in the bus. almost miss the stop. then had house speeches. some were interesting, some were violent and some were so-so. then things went on n soon it was time for IP SC nominees speeches. i liked ahmad's speech a lot. short sweet and sharp n impactful. n i love the statement that he made," i m not one of them (SC nominees), i m one of you (IP community)." when most of us heard it we were like woosh... most of the speeches were quite alright. until the Q&A came. some qns were very direct and it was like a personal attack to some of the nominees. some of the answers given were off tangent. n off point. but anywaies. it was a pretty smooth process.

then went for trng. super shagged n tired. didnt feel like trng. n thanks for the commotion caused by jon (i think). now u make my life super difficult cause is like the whole team knows la. n SOME ppl started a personal attack ever since the bus ride to cchms. n the best part was when they said the 'thing' i was talking to me mum la. but i think she didnt hear it. phew. then trng was ok la. very sian. n i didnt realli felt like trng. screwed up me ji ti. cartwheel!! i hav phobia for them now la. n apparently, my position in the ji ti is starting to wobble. no more individuals is ok liao then now no more ji ti!!!! i m so gonna cry la. i hope jiao lian wil let me do ji ti!

n u know what, wat u did durin the grp discussion todae irks me. u r suppose to contribute ur ideas in mandarin n u expected me to translate for u?!! thanks la. u think i m some translator meh? my chinese is super terrible liao still ask me. u r spoiling the image of u i used to hav la. now i dont know how i m gg to work with u during the other sub where is sit with u.

n to all the wushu peeps. pls stop whatever u guys did durin trng todae, personal attacks on me. i didnt even sae anything n u all jus starting xie taitai n asking me if i feel for him! i m omg la. i nvr talk to him bfore n u r asking me that?! wat the heck! pls stop it. is super irritating.

somewhere over the rainbow...



official stoner as of friday.

had SL ppt presentation. kena pang seh by donovon, zhaijuan n elroy. in the end me yiliang n debby presented everything. the font was screwed. but heck la. haha.

dont know what is wrong with me on fri's trng. stoning throughout. once no one talks to me, i wil start to stone. n been quite lost at trng sometimes. sry fangyu n mel n yumi who were putting in alot of effort in the ji ti dao. wil try to concentrate the nxt time(:

sat was a very fun day. shopping day! went to orchard to collect the ipod shuffle. it is super tiny. 4cm by 2.5cm! so tiny that me n me dad didnt know how to use it. haha. went pass crumpler n i saw that brown n orange bag again!!! i so wanna get it. but dont know if it is worth it. scared that later is too small. hmmm. mama said i could use me angpao monay to buy. should i? hmmm... anywaies. went to marks n spensers later. woosh! damn fun. gt sale then me n me mum went round looking for clothes n stuff. saw a few nice tops but dont hav me size:( mum bought new clothes. she was really on a spree tat dae. went to zap the lang arts notes. wa. stand there for like 30 min to wait for it to be done. then went home. had dinner. then went to vivo. is super big. n spent half of our time walking round to look for shops. went to levis to try out me jeans, wnet to THE FACE SHOP which rawkes to look see look see. n the cost of their products is twice the price in korea. omg! anywaies. went back to marks n spensers hoping to get my tops but sadly i didnt. then went to buy subway n ne wyork pizza for supper(:

sunday was ok la. stayed at home n chiong-ed out me ss assginment which is nonsensical. it doesnt have a structure, no points(onli gt one then keep on revolving ard tat one pathetic point n it might b off), n nth. i dont know how i m gg to pass it! screwed! then talk to grace on her phone for like 1 hr plus or close to 2. n heyy. i might hav sounded a bit unsupportive but i m jus nt that type who would vote crazily for someone. i will support u all the way. i wil(: trust me. jiayous. i m sure u can do it de. hav confidence in urself! gambatte!

oh ya. i also found out that i gt in fro RM. it is the sembawang greenwave thingy. n i love me grp mates man! ruth n shu qi! i believe we wil hav a great time doing this proj! n ruth tat sotong didnt know that she gt in until i called her. l0l. she is really very blur!

todae. everything was fine. except SL. omg la. there is this boy in the childcare who would anyhow jack ppl n anyhow hug here n there. many of us r very scared of him now. n there is another one who would anyhow tickle us. n the kids were super high n hard to control. even the super quiet ones dont wan to read liao. we couldnt get hold of their attention todae. they made us so lethargic todae.

i m putting the matter at the back of mind now. it would be the last thing that i would be thinking of s of now. we have been caught up with sch matters that i think i should forget about it. studies is more impt. e centre is falling apart; its weakening...

i hope i wil be able to cope with me school work with the load getting heavier n heavier. n time is nvr enough! how i wish i can control time! i need more time!



havnet been blogging for a real long time cos sch life has been hectic since formal lessons started. busy day in n day out, rushing here n there for trngs, lectures, mugging sessions n stuff. its onli 2 wks that formal lessons has started but i seems to be like a term or so. it is so hectic. other than normal school work, the number of tasks and assignments have increased drastically. projects have also started to spam n i realised that the projects this year is more independent. there is no longer timelines or plans given to us so that we can stay on task. we have to depend mostly on ourselves.

school life now is so tiring. there wil always be extra things on after school. monday: SL. tues: generally free but it will most prob b turned into mugging day with jing. wed: trng. thurs: generally free if there are no proj discussions or anything. fri: trng. sat n sun: varies. all these things have been taking away my sleep time. i feel very tired. n i m attempting to pay attention during lessons but it seems quite hard at times even though i m sitting right in front. i have also realised that we are pretty good at stoning esp during LA. at least for me(: hahax.

to make things worst. the weather is nt cooperating. it is undergoes drastic changes within a day. it can b cold in the morn, hot n sunny in the afternn n cold n windy in the night. this has also caused many of us to fall ill. jing: take cares! get well soon. the grp seems so quiet without u!

i hope i m able to survive through this year and meet all my goals! gambatte puen! jiayous to all!!! u guys can do it! "nth is impossible if u dont try", n this is quoted form debby, who is a very good example herself(: