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owyong puen
02/10/1991
chung cheng high school (main)
victoria junior college
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Monday, March 31, 2008

AHHH!!
you are really very blockhead sia! grrr!!! now i finally understood what she meant that time!

< 12:50 AM >


Sunday, March 30, 2008

did slightly better at training ytd. although got chased out by caijiaolian once and did twice (with shiwu) at guolaoshi there, i manage to complete a proper routine at cailaoshi there with a timing of 1.29 sec. so yup. although there wasnt much of qishi and sharp movements (according to alex), i dont really care cause at least i did it without any shiwu. my only 2 wishes for my jian on wed: 1) no shiwu 2) dont get last three. and i will be contented already. really, i will be.

comp is on wed and i m panicking already=/ JIAYOUS to all cchms and vj wushu folks! just do your best and yi ping chang xin go and da can le!(: all the way guys!!

< 11:21 PM >



credits to dhea. its rather accurate=/

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self-centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The Twin


Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with, you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

< 12:08 AM >


Friday, March 28, 2008

i have nothing to say about myself. jian is like on next wed and its not improving but instead it is dropping. and today was totally off! off form, off balance, off everything! and with jian being on wed, it isnt helping at all. haix. i guess i can just try my best on that day. and i like what was taught, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. i hope it will be fine on the actual day(:

i need a morale booster. a pill, an encouragement, anything as long as it can boost my morale and let me display the best that i can. anyone has it?

< 9:59 PM >


Thursday, March 27, 2008

if you have an answer already,
please tell me.
be it positive or negative,
just tell me.
i want to know.

< 9:59 PM >



been rather drained for these few days. and i am knocking out for almost every other lect=/ sleeping late plus not enough water plus long days doesnt help at all. and with seasons round the corner, its even worse. i feel that i m going to fall ill really soon but i know i cant afford too! so please those who see me around in school, please make sure i spam myself with water everyday! esp chun n boon k!!

comp is next week. i m really panicking already. haven been really up to standard. was training for qiang ytd after not touching it for like dont know how long. i died by the time i reach 1/2 the routine if i want to perform at my optimum. knowing this now is not boosting my morale at all. on top of that, with a pro before me, i m really panicking. i really want to help the girls win some points and qiang is my only hope. but since i cant choose who i want to compete with, i guess i can only just buck up and do my best on the actual day.


THE ONE THAT YOU LOVE
AIR SUPPLY
Now the night has gone
Now the night has gone away...
Doesn't seem that long
We hardly had two words to say...
Hold me in your arms
For just another day
I promise this one will go slow
Oh...
We have the right to know
We have the right to know

Don't say the mornings come
Don't say the mornings come so soon...
Must we end this way
When so much here is hard to lose...
Love is everywhere
I know it is
Such moments as this
Are too few
Oh...
It's all up to you
It's all up to you...
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin' for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways

Ah...
Tell me we can stay
Tell me we can stay oh please...
They are the words to say
The only words I can believe...
Hold me in your arms
For just another day
I promise this one will go slow
Oh...
We have the right you know
We have the right you know

Here I am
The one that you love
Askin' for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin' for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways
The night has gone
A part of yesterday

I don't know what to say...
I don't know what to say...
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin' for another day
Understand
The one that you love
Loves you in so many ways...
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin' for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin' for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways...

< 9:04 PM >


Monday, March 24, 2008

wednesday 2nd april JIU JIAN
tuesday 8th april JIU QIANG

the verdict. i m worried cause jiujian is on the first day of comp=/ and jiuqiang, although is my stronger one, i m also worried cause i m like after liuchang, the pro!! i hope it will be alright!

trng was good today! got drilled for jiujian(: jiaolian pointed out my mistakes and taught me how to improve in my qishi (style). feel good today! and seeing that everyone is working so hard for the last 100m race is really heartening(: all the way CCHMS and VJ! just do your best and display the best performance ever(:

thanks for the donut! filled my empty stomach after trng(:

< 11:14 PM >



i know this song is rather old already but i still love it big time! every time i hear it, i get a whole new different feeling(:



WOULD YOU BE THERE
REDWAN ALI
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

If I'm away would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now (Hold me now)
Would you die for me would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight (Save my soul tonight)
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight (Save my soul tonight)
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there
For me

< 11:02 PM >


Saturday, March 22, 2008

i think that my intelligence level is regressing day by day=/

firstly,
i told someone something that i shouldnt have said.
of everyone i chose to tell you!
i just hope that you keep your promise
and shut your mouth up

secondly,
i told you.
i dont know why i did,
maybe its cause of the quote that mark showed me,
"love is giving yourself up to the other person, giving the other person a chance to destroy you, and trusting them not to."
or maybe the conversation we had was just the perfect chance to say it (if i wanted to).
since i always wanted to get an answer
and wanted to know how you feel
so i decided to tell you all those things yesterday

i know i have just made life more confused and terrible for you
but i just couldnt bottle it in my heart anymore
my heart is unable to withstand the high pressure within it anymore

no matter what your final answer is
i will just accept it.
if its negative, its alright cause i so deserve it.
if its positive, happy is what i will be

no matter what your final answer is
good friends we will remain,
and thats for sure.
right?

thirdly,
i fell into the drain while climbing through the gate!
lucky i didnt fall into the section with the mud or else....
and qiuyan was damn funny!
she was like," how come puen suddenly missing huh?!"
HAHA!
i m thankful
cause there are no major injuries.
just that part of my ass hurts
and i have a bruise on my elbow.

special dedication to my darlings. 'A' girls(:

things hasnt been smoothly this season
unexpected things kept happening
but we managed to overcome each obstacle
and move on and strengthen our bond as a team

like what jiaolian said," who doesnt want to win in a competition?"
yes, winning is one thing
but displaying your best , bonding as a team and putting in your utmost efforts is another

a team can win all the medals in the world
but they can have conflicts within their team
this wont bring them far in a long run
yes, they may win this year
but due to all the unhappiness and conflicts they have in their team
they might not be able to make it through to the next year

in comparison to another team
who might not have won the champion this year
but they have a strong team spirit and a strong bond between every member
they are able to sail through hardships and overcome them
together as a team

this is what will bring a team far
the ability to cheer your team member on every time they feel down
to motivate them when they start to backslide
solve all obstacles that appears as a team
although there are many bodies of people in the team
by overcoming every obstacles with one mind
is what really makes a team
a respectable one.

what we can do now is to fight on and buck up
cheer and motivate each other
offer a helping hand
such that we can all overcome all the various obstacles
as a team
as one

whether we win the champs or not,
it is important
but not the most

the most important is
whether or not we progressed and improved
as an individual
as a team

all the way 'A' girls!
i know miracles do happen
and we can do it(:

and like what zhengfeng said, "that week, we dominate"

also,
i really appreciate the presence of all of you a lot
everyone of you
without you all,
i really dont know
how i can pull through wushu trainings and stuff

THANK YOU my dears(:

< 10:25 PM >


Friday, March 21, 2008

it seems like dawn but yet it seems like sunset
it seems like it is progress but yet it seems like it is regressing
it seems like i am seeing a bit of light but yet it still seems so dark
it seems like i know it but yet i dont
everything is so blurry
i want an answer
but can i?

< 11:19 PM >


HAPPY DAY!

PUEN IS VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY(:
thanks to those who made my day today and here are flowers to thank you all!!!

< 12:27 AM >


pretty pictures(:
Thursday, March 20, 2008

flower blooms make me happy(:
Thermal Holiday Park, Omokoroa, Bay of Plenty, New Zealand

and its a pretty picture. a tube advert, london.

kudos to mark(:

< 11:00 PM >



this was how i felt yesterday. but in general i was rather down ytd. it was really a bad day.

it was art's day yesterday. i was rather happy from the start of the day cause there was not much of lessons plus i did salsa yesterday and met two really good dance partners. one was really tall and he was really nice. and another was really fit so i felt rather secured when i was dancing with him(: and his hands was really suitable for the '4th point of contact'. went to queue for balloons with boon. got a heart with a purple flower for may and flower for myself(: at first i was intending to give it to may once she finished singing but the queue was way too long so i didnt manage to give it her then.

everything was fine until i went to listen to stellastory yesterday. they were really a great band. cute keyboardist and their last song started to make me emo. or mayb i got influence from may too. then went to the hall to listen to more bands brought in my 98.7FM. the first one totally sucked. it was noise that they were producing and not music. me boon and chun got so sian that we decided to go to the back of the hall and sat down and stone. the second band soon came up. west grand boulevard. another band that made me sad. their second last song and last song. everything was within my view. but i couldnt do anything but stone right into the air.

went to talk to may for a while. sorry if i have been irritating these days. then after she left for choir, went to talk to mark. it was a great chat and i really enjoy talking to you! trng didnt exactly went smooth today. it sucks esp when comp is just 2wks away.

and i think like what mum always say, "everything happens for a reason". its so true. had to go back to vj after trng. left my phone in the wushu room=/ on my way in, saw sxh crying. she didnt even change out of her boots and just carried her bag and shoes crying her way out of school. when the girls ended trng then i knew what happened. didnt want to call you last night cause i know it wont be much of a help. thankfully, he gave you a second chance. treasure it and prove to him you can k! what really made my day ytd was chatting with ppl online! it was really nice cause they made me happy(:

slept all the way until 11 today(: havent been doing that for long but the feeling was great!! went out for lunch and catched up a little with yl. then went to meet leo to get slippers and memory stick for my sis. cant believe i m buying it for her but oh wells. walked round simlim for like an hour plus before we found the best deal. for the same memory stick, the prices ranged from 80 odd to 63.80! and it was really funny walking around cause stupid thigns happened. bought new earphones too(: yays! so happy! but when i got home i realised that my sis has a 4GB memory stick already! damn! but o wells...

had a happy day today and i hope that things will be better from today on(: on a side note, if anyone knows how to import videos into PSPs [ie converting the files into a particular format which compatible to PSP] please let me know k! thanks loads! HOTEL MIRAMA tmr((: yays!!



I'M YOURS

JASON MRAZ

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
i love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

< 11:32 AM >


Sunday, March 16, 2008

i finally watched it with weiwei!! so happy(: it was a really nice show! love the story line. Wong Li Lin is really good. so is Ananda Mathew Everingham. Everyone should catch it(:

< 1:31 PM >


March 16

"do not hesitate"
"do not be impatient"
"it is important to have good people around you"

that was what ikeda sensei told general director. he hopes that GD will have the wisdom to be decisive and patient. having good people aroudn him to give constructive suggestions which can help to improve the organizations was also important.

just as what GD said, there isnt a need for many encouragements; a few good ones will do.

GD is really a classical example of that. he always keep his speeches short sweet and sharp. and for that i really mean it, unlike some people. and within his short sweet and sharp speeches, he will always be able to inject humour into it. although he doesnt laugh and smile a lot, he never fails to make people laugh and smile; and he did so being sincere, being true to himself. i always feel encouraged and awakened whenever gd speaks to us. he is really someone like ikeda sensei who can touch peoples' hearts without fail(:

this was what i learnt yesterday during the Commemorative meeting for the 50th Anniversary of 3.16(: although i was informed only at the last minute, i m really grateful to Eunice for inviting me down and i m really glad that i made it on time! it was really a very formal event yesterday. there were many distinguished guests whom attended the meeting. they include the SGI General Director Mr Oba, SGI Women Division Chief and Assistant Women Division Chief, SGI Youth Chief, and also many youth delicates from 7 countries in Asia. although everyone spoke different languages and had different way of expressing themselves, we were all linked by one common language, NAM MYO HO RENGE KYO. we were all also linked by that strong seeking spirit we had to learn more about the spirit behind 3.16, the mentor and disciple spirit.

the meeting lasted for about 3 hours. despite having a very tiring day, the 3 hour meeting made me, and i believe every other member who attended, feel even more recharged and determined to work hard for worldwide kosenrufu! i was really encouraged by the victory report shared by the youth delicates from all around Asia. in particular, the one done by the youth leader from India was really inspiring. they set concrete goals for themselves, such as 4 compulsory home visits every week, to achieve their expansion of the youth division earlier.

also for the first time, i heard encouragements straight from the SGI senior leaders live! it was really encouraging! although i couldnt understand Japanese and had to rely on Siying's translation, i could really feel their passion, the life force which they had within them, the sincerity that they possessed, in hope to touch every members heart. it was really heartening.

another very heart warming moment was when all the youth leaders present stood up and sang the song, MARCHING TOWARDS THE 21ST century. we started off only clapping as the song went on. then soon, gd started and lead all of us in swaying our arms high up in the air. and next, Leonard, the YMD chief, lead his team of YMDs and started to do the 'swinging' action. everyone could feel the strong life force that everyone possessed. the YMDs leaders did every single move with energy and passion. it was really a very wonderful moment. everyone was really immersed within the atmosphere. and this is what is termed as the SOKA SPIRIT(:

today is the day.
3.16
a day which holds large significance to the soka gakkai
3.16
a day where our faith is renewed
3.16
a day where the baton for kosen rufu is passed one
3.16
a day where essential disciples arise
3.16
a day where everyone reaffirms their vows to work hard for kosen rufu
3.16
a day where Asian Youths make their declaration

"On the significant occasion of the 50th Anniversary of March 16,
We, as successors of the Soka Gakkai Internationsl (SGI), vow to:

1) Uphold the spirit of oneness of Mentor and Disciple throughout our lives by putting into practice what our Mentor teaches.

2) Protect the SGI and pure flow of Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism by refuting evil both within and without

3) Ensure the eternal prosperity of the mystic Law through our continuous propagation efforts

4) Become winners in life based on strong faith in the Gohonzon

5) Become capable and trustworthy individuals for society

6) Contribute to peace in Asia by actively participating in the Peace, Culture and Education movement of SI

As eternal comrades, we shall fulfill these vows to user in the 100th Anniversary of March 16.

this is the vow that i made,
a vow which i will hold on for the next 50 years.

< 11:59 AM >


WUSHU DINNER(:
Saturday, March 15, 2008


VIDEOS

will blog about it some other time. its getting late!
glad to have you soul mate! i really do(:


< 12:58 AM >


Friday, March 14, 2008

PUEN! YOU SUCK!!

< 11:58 PM >


The Notebook
Thursday, March 13, 2008

everyone should catch this movie! its really sweet and soul touching(:


< 6:31 AM >


Wednesday, March 12, 2008



ITS FINALLY OVER!! YAYS!!

being able to meet up with you was really nice. although it was a rather short one, i m grateful for it already. hope that that wont be the last time we are meeting up..
somehow i got this feeling that you have given up. is that really the case?

< 8:35 PM >


Tuesday, March 11, 2008



I AM PISSED!!


what is their freaking problem!! give us all the last minute work, make all the last minute changes. and the main thing is that the changes made arent to the main part of presentation; it is to the minor minor things like the introduction! since you want to make the whole presentation more layman and not so technical, what should be changed should be the technical parts an not the introduction!! and why delete the content page?! i mean you have to give the audience an overview before starting the presentation right?! if not they will all be lost in thin air! this whole thing is seriously getting really stupid! ROARS!!

P.S. i m really sorry if you happen to read this post but i just need to vent my frustration

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SWITZERLAND here is come!!!

yays just received mrs foo's email about my application being successful(: i must really thank grace for helping me with the appeal email and making it sound so nice! i will really treasure this trip and it will definitely be fun cause the company is so wonderful! grace debby n guowei! and i m looking forward (but not at the same time) to rooming with grace and debby. you guys should know why if you all know them personally=/

here is the cheesecake that i did ytd! everything went very smoothly until the last part. didnt put ring properly so resulted in things leaking out! lucky daddy saved the day once again and this is the end product(:





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Monday, March 10, 2008


WE COULD BE TOGETHER

DEBBIE GIBSON

If I were an only child
I would be a lonely child
but baby we've got nothing to lose
I'm standing tall in my own shoes
I'll take this chance
I'll make this choice
I'll right this wrong
I'll raise my voice
if it means
We'll be together
for a while

I have never had a doubt
But for you I'll take time out
I'll push his love far away from me
and then I'll be completely free
I'll give up my security
for just the possibility
that we could be together
for a while

*If you said "Jump!" I'd say "How high?"
If you said "Run!" I'd run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass up by
and if you ask once I'll tell you twice
I'll ignore the world's advice
if we could be together
for a while

I am taken by your strength
I've thought about it at great length
I thought that I was happy now
but there are things that I found out
Happiness means greater things
I'll sit here 'til that telephone rings
then we could be together
for a whlie

Wait'll I tell my guy
Wait'll I tell my other friends
They'll all think I'm crazy-
and ya know what?
That depends...
'cause I'm crazy in love
with you
and everyone's best won't do
They'll say my hopes
will not come true
But I'm taking the chance
Because you only live once-
(Only live once, only live once)
And...

There are no guarantees
but if it means
there's even a possibility
then I'll give up whatever it takes
I know I've made some mistakes before
It may be just another closed door
But we could be together
for a while

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bought the bouquet of flowers for lianghuaahyi for her birthday. though i thought it was a waste of money, i think it is really pretty(: sunflowers just brighten your day!

just did a choc peppermint cheesecake(: so happy! that will be my source of food when i m hungry during the wee hours for the hols! shall put up a picture of it tmr when it is done!

i wan to watch STEP UP 2 and THE LEAP YEARS! but i got no time:( have a long list of activities lined up for the week. have to squeeze time to catch up with work. lagging behind esp for geog readings=/


是你

第一眼我就认出来

这是命运最美的安排

是我

让你过长的等待

我们只要现在深爱

幸福就来

恨我来不及参于你的过去

抱歉让你等待

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

[曹格: 世界唯一的你]

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Sunday, March 09, 2008



NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
AIR SUPPLY

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

upon seeing the lyrics of the song on grace's blog and listening to it again
made me ponder
if this is how you are feeling now
and i really hope it is

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crap! this blogskin isnt friendly to blog post in chinese!!! grrr!!

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

这是裕琳说谎的技巧,也是她如何掩饰自己对薛功灿的爱的方法


珠裕琳:

说谎就是这样坚持到底就行了

辣也说不辣

痛苦也说不痛苦

喜欢也说不喜欢

就行了
________________________________________________________

因为这段对话,让使在他们周围的人都领悟到了伟大的爱情


珠裕琳:薛功灿知道我说的话 全部都是谎言

薛功灿:珠裕琳知道她说的谎言 我不会相信

珠裕琳:我原本是个谎话精 但是爱上了薛功灿 让我不再会说谎话

薛功灿:我从来没说过谎话 但是爱上了珠裕琳 让我总时常说谎话

珠裕琳:我越真实地表达我的感情 薛功灿就越会感到为难

薛功灿:我说不了谎话而靠近了她 却让珠裕琳伤得更加痛

珠裕琳:现在想用谎言守护薛功灿

薛功灿:就装作被欺骗 想暂时离开 不想让她上痛

珠裕琳:我的爱情不是谎言


就连妈妈都同意,薛功灿是个非常有魅力的男生(:

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Friday, March 07, 2008



how interesting, i am actually taking ECONOMICS!!

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

changed my blogskin cause i realised that someone else is using it too! anyway wanted to do so long time ago. haha. feel free to comment about it(:

all the best to those receiving A levels results tmr! really wanna meet up with mel fangyu n yumi but i cant!!! grrr!!! pardon me k! promise to catch up with you all some time really soon!!

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"Genuine trust is not gained because of one's rank or social position. It is won through character. Character has the power to bring people together."

SGI Newsletter No. 7491, The New Human Revolution--Vol. 21: Chap. 1, SGI 31, translated March 3rd, 2008

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008



OCEAN DEEP

CLIFF RICHARD

Love , can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night

Please don't leave me behind
No , don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask
And that is all

Ooh love , I've been searchin' so long
I've been searchin' high and low
And little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go

Maybe you'll need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask
And that is all

I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't fly
As a string of pearls
The pretty girls go sailin' by

Ocean deep
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
Solitary room

Ocean deep
Will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep
Ocean deep

Now , can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear the word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feelin' when we touch

Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask
And that is all


I'm so lonely , lonely , lonely
(Ocean deep)
On my own in my room
I'm so lonely
(Ocean deep)
I'm so lonely , I'm so lonely ...

< 10:17 PM >



the song that i enjoy listening to now everyday
is the song that you (once) enjoyed listening to.

every time i listen to it
it makes me remind of you

realising the importance of it when it is gone
is what i m doing now

it was right in front of me back then
but i happily and openly
gave it up

puen
this is what you have to pay for
for doing ti back then

i just hope that you havent given up hope
and things will work out fine...

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Monday, March 03, 2008

this is really sucks and is irritating.. physically intellectually emotionally.. shouldnt have done it at all..
DARN! - quotes boon.

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i m going to be the joke of the century if this really is true! i swear i really am going to be!
feeling malu-ated now! but its alright since its infront of 'malu'(: i love you dear!

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

another busy week! sorry to my loyal readers(if any) for not updating. its just way too busy in school to update!

1) i swear i dont wan to be in the same group as ernest puey for pw!! he is just too much crap for me! i m sorry ernest but ya. i really cannot take it!

2) i know nuts about what is going on during redox! someone save me!

3) out of physics geog chemistry math, i conclude i m anti-physics and pro-math(: geog is fun with the entertaining teachers around but not with the answering techniques! chemistry is fun but i cant get concepts at time..

4) perhaps its time to get chem n phy tutors!

5) watching 'My Girl' now. really nice show. how i wish there are people like 徐征雨 and 薛功粲 in reality... but a drama will always be a drama

6) Switzerland trip might be canceled as there will be selection and priority goes to j2.. hope me deb and grace will be selected!

7) wushu might be going to korea during end of the year! i wanna go! gave a miss for the xi'an trip last year so i cant give this a miss any more!!

guess thats about it for now... its the last week of school!! yays!!

cannot afford to let the joke of the year to happen.. it will really be the joke of the year, the decade, the centry...

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