one more down.
one will be down tmr.
another left to go!

jiayous puen!(:

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no matter how tired it is,
i will hang on.

and prove that
i made a right decision.




credits to my lovely laogong who's 'tau hua yun' is blooming these days(:

so sweet of you dear! thanks(:
dont forget me because of it okay!
our shopping date!!



OWYONG PU EN!
when will you ever grow up and learn from your mistakes?
when will you stop making people unhappy?
when will you ever keep your promise?

you are such a %@$!&#$%@#*/-^@*#!$&#







beautiful song(:
so many wonderful memories of ycf flashed back when i heard it at the moe seminar that day.
enjoy(:

RAINBOW CONNECTION
THE CARPENTERS

Why are there so many songs about rainbows and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions, and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that wishes would be heard and answered when wished on the morningstar?

Someone thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing and what do we think we might see?

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
All of us under its spell.
We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.

Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.

I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me.



as long as i survive the following week, i will be alright! not only must i survive and pull it through, i must shine and score in it. it is going to be a happening week ahead(:

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learning how to say no
without breaking someone's heart
is indeed a challenging and difficult task.

sometimes saying no
is not as easy as it seems.

sometimes expressing your thoughts and feelings
is not as easy as it seems.

sometimes completing a simple task
is not as easy as it seems.

nothing is as easy as it seems.

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine

I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart







ok sorry people for not updating. well thats if anyone is reading to start off with! hahah!

WR is finally submitted! yes it is gone for good(: now is left with op which should be ok.. haha! almost done with pw! a little more to go!

OCIP!
things are better and the pre trip on fri was great(: everyone was so into discussion and i can see bonds starting to be formed(: its really nice to see capable people around leading and getting things going(: so looking forward to ocip despite having a lot of tough time planning! i am sure this trip will be a great success and it will be. to you, im sorry. i hope you can let bygones be bygones and lets continue working hard together for the trip! unity is power! VIP REACH(:

and to my wushu peeps, im sorry for missing training so often and stuff. i will try my very best to make it for the subsequent trngs ok! sry guys!

chinese is arriving soon=/ i must get my A this time no matter what. i must.

ok now back to more chinese work and pw! jiayous people!







okay as the title suggest, the end of great depression.
yes i got back all my papers already.
thankfully i passed my geog and gp(:
although it is an E, i am thankful for it.
on the whole, i think the cohort didnt do very well for these two subjects so its okay(:

so yes i am promoted successfully without any R-papers and with the hope of doing a H3 subject(: yays=D

yays! quite pleased with my results. at least there is a slight improvement(: although still not very good, at least my hard work paid off for some! will continue to work hard esp for geog and physics! of course, maintaining math and chem(:

now i have to worry about pw=/
got our draft2 of wr back. aint very well done. seems like we arent getting the hang of it. and there arent many left!=S oh wells i hope that by hook or by cook, our brains will be in the pw mode and we can write pw and think pw! i wanna do well for pw man!

after pw, there is ocip to worry=/
after the meeting with the teachers that day, i realise that we are heading in the wrong direction. well at least our perceptions and the teachers' expectations were different=( but gain quite a couple of insights during the meeting and definitely, being a leader and planning a trip is not an easy job! but no worries, thankfully i have a team of wwonderful souls who are willing to dedicate their time and efforts to work on the planning and ensure that it will succeed! i have faith that this trip will be a meaningful and memorable one! it will be different from the rest! gambatte VIP REACH!!(:

a leader is one who aims to bring out the innate potential of others and allow them to develop themselves on the various plateforms available. only when they really shine and push their limits further can a leader be considered a successful one.




you are just such an interesting and cute person!
it is rather rare to see someone so concerned and so sweet during this period of the time. i mean it is part of nature and yet you are always so tie xin whenever nature decides on it.

you are always so nice and so sweet!
never fail to always be there for me whenever i am down,
encourage me and pick me up,
always trying to be optimistic about the situation no matter how bad it can be,
always cheering me up whenever things arent that smooth,
always thinking of all ways to lighten all my burdens no matter how heavy yours is,
all in all you were just always there when i needed you the most.

i thank you for that
thank you from deep down beneath my heart
i will work harder
and reciprocate what is given to me

and i know now many things arent that smooth and they arent the way that you want them to be. but hang in there cause, as i always believe, everything happens for a reason. all these thats happening definitely have a reason behind it. it is happening cause it will and be the best solution or way for everyone. you may not see it now but in the long run, you definitely will and till then you will be thankful for it. remember steve jobs? he connects his dots and is thankful for all those 'unhappy' happenings back then. so jiayous and hang in there alrights(:



okay officially sick! damn! it sucks being sick at this time=(

got back chem today(: happy for my results(: improved by like i dont know how many grades(: 3As out of the 6 subjs(: thats enough(: for the rest i just ask for pass, E. i really want to pass without any R-papers! please let me okay(:

post exams days are happy days(: enjoying it though busy and tiring=X
the shooting star will continue to shine brightly in the dark gloomy lonely night sky(:



okay the start of the GREAT DEPRESSION=/

got back phy math chinese. they were okay. within expectations. a little disappointed with chinese but still okay. math was like omg! so unexpected(: phy was hmm... cant say much. haha!

getting back chem tmr. hope it will be okay=/ hope mr pek never lie to us cause he said everyone did well..

but the worst has yet to come. geog and gp=/ im super worried for these two. esp geog. i dont want to fail it. i want to do my H3 math! i need to pass geog! please let me pass=X

and maybe it is time to visit the tuition centre again for some subjs like physics! i wanna do well for all my sciences and math! im already doing something about geog. study grp(: hope we will really work hard and have a break through next year(:

ok back to my wr now. rather happy with it cause we manage to churn it out(: hope when we submit it to miss ng tmr it will be up to expectations(:

i am happy for you cause you got the grades that you deserve! all your hard work never went to waste! but im rahter envious of you too cause your grades are just OMG!! haha(:

and to meimei/jiejie! im happy for you cause i can really see that you want to let go this time round! yes say goodbye to him and look for a better and more worthy him!(: loves! and big thank you to you for always being there for us (esp me) whenever we needed you! without you, no us! although we (esp me) may not be the best person who can understand your problems, remember that if you need a listening ear (ps just a listening ear and nth more>.<) you can come look for us! we love you big time okay!(: wanted to dedicate the following song to you long time ago but always forget! there you go(:



妹妹 ；光良

你笑说风好大没说两句话
泪就像雨落下好好哭一哭
有没有带走眼里那颗沙
看着你在挣扎还是爱着他
说什么话都多余啊
爱情像个长假再美的回忆
结束了还是要回家
不管是苦涩还是甜蜜

忘了他他是个傻瓜
他不值得你还为他流泪牵挂
有太多好男人是你的选择啊
想再看到你笑的灿烂如花

忘了他我的妹妹啊
虽然他也是我最喜欢的朋友啊
我打算从此再也不见也不理会他
我们把他忘了吧

你说你不怪他你还是会想他
对爱你已不再有想法
成长的痛苦
原来有那么多的代价
虽然他是我最喜欢的朋友啊



puen is damn tired and she is feeling very drained from her packed schedule since promos were over. and because of this, she is currently having a very bad runny nose and is feeling crappy. she cant go to bed yet cause she has pw to do=( she has to do it cause she owes dhea since ytd=/ she hope that her brain can still function and complete it asap with quality. she is thankful that she have dhea as one of her pw mates(: she will hang on in there before the great depression arrives. okay and now she will return to completing her part for wr which she attmepted to since an hour and a half ago. jiayous to her!

ok this sounds retarded but it is really the case. haha.



YAY BIRTHDAY!!!

B is for BIRTHDAY, birthday all the time!
I is for ICON, icon on the screen!
R is for RED, color of blood!
T is for TERRY, name of a boy!
H is for HARRY, name of an old man!
D is for DAIRY, got too much protein!
A is for ALLOW, allow me to be kind!
Y is for YOU, its your birthday!

P is for PUEY, kindest friend alive!
U is for Umbrella, ella ella ella!
E is for EEK, eek!
N is for NEUP, sdrawkcab tleps uoy s'taht


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
______________________________________________________________________

yes a birthday cheer sent via email on the second last minute of my birthday ytd! haha!
i think this year's birthday is damn special cause i got like 4 pairs of slippers in a row as birthday gifts! and out of the 4, 3 pairs are of the same colour! hahaha! i think i whine too much about my terrible slippers until people give up on me! hahha! nonetheless im thankful to all(: and special thanks to june for buying me the cake (which i had to finish close to a quarter of it all by myself=/) and sry for making you run around! i see you exams never exercise so gave you a chance to(: haha!!

whoosh! these two days were very hectic! non stop of work and stuff to do! super tired now! and tmr will be another long day! exams are over, but work never stop coming in! haha!

okay this is just a really quick post cause i have to get back to work for ocip! take care people!

come support okay! vj's open house is always very very fun(: be there and be square! oops=/ haha!





ALWAYS BE MY BABY
DAVID COOK

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby



thank you for everything!
all these wonderful moments will never be forgotten(:
i really enjoy the company and appreciate it all!(:

they are just so amazing that they cant be put in words
but they will always be remembered
somewhere within that folder
specially created for it(:

mianyang will always be mianyang
shining brightly during the dark lonely night(:



HAPPY 17TH (:

yes yes! im 17 today(: as juneng puts it, one step nearer to the ageing population! haha! its was a brilliant day! packed with activites from the morn till now! whoosh! its been long since i was out for so long!(:

started the day off with pw! okay i realise our wr is quite bad=( but its okay! i have faith in my team! all the way people! then chiong off for trng! whoa it was nice trng after so so long! haha got a surprise mini celeb from the team when i entered the room thinking that i was super late! haha! thanks for the slippers and the outfit! appreciate it loads! trng was fun and crappy as usual(: then went out for lunch and back to school for sports man's night! it was quite crappy but with the team around, fun is never missing(: loads of funny things happen and i really enjoyed myself today! a brilliant way to celeb one's birthday(:

pictures(:

to all these people in the following list:
althea
benji
boon yi
cephas
daddy
derrick
dhea
donovan
ernest
grace
guowei
hanying
huiying
javier
JOEY (imissyoudarling!)
jieru
jingen!
julia
johnanthan teo
june ng
kelvin
leo
linda ahyi
lotus
LUCKY STAR(:
mark
may
mummy
poline
roger
see ann
shawn
sheng xian
sherman
shuqi
yujuan
wushu team

THANK YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES(:
really appreciate it big time(: and if i missed anyone out, im sorry! let me know and promise your name will be up before you know it!(:

okok. off to bed before i get screamed at! nights guys(:



today was a good day(:

had a good night sleep ytd and woke up to realise that i was late for my buffet lunch(: rushed out of house and went for lunch(: then went over to raffles city (yes again) and walked around. got a new pair of shoes (though mum thinks its a little weird). haha! when over to ah chew dessert house and had desserts(: mango sago pomelo and honeydew sago made my day(: came home and slack and had dinner which was my fav taiwan beef noodles(: and now online slacking(: omg i so love such a lifestyle (although its pigging the whole day long=X)

tmr will be a long long day. hope pw will work out fine(: dhea dont worry okay! will chiong all the way with you! yays! trng after like dont know how many months(: looking forward to crapping with the peeps again! and sports man night! can finally sit down tgt as a team with the j2s again dont know after how long! so looking forward to it(:

have a good weekend break people! and puen is a happy girl now(:

lucky star cant feel anymore blessed, can she?(: