just back from STOMP and DIAL(: shant talk about DIAL but it was indeed a insightful lecture. STOMP! omg i so love it. was uber high today! did loads of stupid things and was so un-me lar. camwhored after trng like free(: must get pictures from hanying and william and xingyi!! and i feel so so stupid. i got camera in my bag and didnt realise it until like towards the end of trng. n because of that i didnt manage to take a quan-jia-fu over lunch and missed out camwhoring with many trainers. nvm. i promise sunday!

its really great to see the whole run through today! though no perfect perfect yet but we are nearing and everyone is relaxing and enjoying themselves! thats what is most impt! i really felt super happy today! from a uber screwed up training, to conflicts and choreography problems, to rehearsals, until now... its been a long and tiring journey but looking back now i really didnt regret being a trainer and in fact and i m thankful for that opportunity(: like what is always said, the satisfaction that you get from being a trainer is something that cannot be experience as a participant(:

lunch today was good! it was really nice to have reunion lunch(: catch up with his 'meimei'! really wanna thank her for always being there for me for the past year and i really really love you girl! without you, there wont be me today(: way to go 'meimei'!!

i love my life now and i hope it remains like that(:

photos(: not all but some. more on their way!








im really relieved that it is over. dont wan to talk about it anymore but all im asking for is no S or U. but the most confident paper for me was CHINESE!!

1) A level chinese oral
3) OCIP
5) physics assignment
....

seems like i cant get any break even though midyears are over but its ok! having a life occupied with activities is better than lazing around doing nothing!









"people used to say i was cute but now they tell me i am ugly..."
- someone

HAHA! couldnt help but laughed my way through!

I NEED MORE TIME TO MUG!!!



ytd was STOMP trainers training! got super high ytd! i have no idea why but did a lot of retarded things! the trainers got a shock too! must be the HARIBO gummies=X I LOVE YOU FELLOW STOMPERS=D haha! saw HR crew dance ytd(: they are really damn cool and imba! love their style and attitude! special mention goes to jinwen and yvonne! yvonne is like whoa, pretty elegant and has attitude! jingwen is like imba lar. got nothing to say cause he is like WHOA! haha.

laoshi treat us to GRAND PLAZA PARK HOTEL for lunch today(: it was the hotel where our prom was suppose to be. it was grander than i expected. haha! its really nice catching up with all the wushu people after so long! announced new exco and jieru n denis gave their last and final speeches(:



went to suntec and walk walk. then sat outside toy 'r us to slack! started to play indian poker! then super funny! changhong always get the lowest card so have to forfeit! so the forfeit involved him going in to gelare to say the following, " Hi, may i know where is the nearest BEN & JERRY'S outlet?" omg! it was mega retardness! then after that played block, reload, bang! damn funny! some of us just kept blocking our way through and stuff. left at 5 and walked past NUM. entered it and saw many nice sandals!! but they are freaking ex lar! and julia and her despo-ness came into action again! haha.

suppose to be studying now but hmmm ya! haha. i m rahter screwed up for midyears. just hope that i can finish studying on time and get a reasonsable score. not asking much, just a reasonable and decent one(:

ALL THE WAY PEOPLE! JIAYOUS FOR YOUR MUGGING=D

off to geog notes now!

like air and water,
they are things we use everyday
things we have around us
they are so convenient
that we take them for granted at times
but yet they are essential in sustaining one's life(:


















i miss interlaken=(

i will talk to you when i find the time to do so.
i haven cause i m really busy these days.
but one thing is for sure,
i haven forgone this friendship.
thats for sure.

"You were born in this vast universe on the tiny planet Earth, and in the same era as the people around you. Yet, it is extremely rare to find, among the some 5.8 billion people on this planet, genuine unconditional friends with whom you can totally be yourself and who will intuitively understand your thoughts and feelings without need for words. From this perspective, because you and your schoolmates are learning together, a strong bond exists between you. Among them, I'm sure there are one of two whom you regard as true friends - please treasure them."
--Discussion on Youth, Vol 1
Daisaku Ikeda



i realised i haven been blogging for quite awhile! been rather busy with mugging (=/) and STOMP!!

its been a really interesting experience being a trainer. learnt a lot of stuff from there. i realise being a trainer is not as easy as it seems. there are so many details that you have to look into, so many things that you ahve to take care of! although not all trainers are always cooperative, i m thankful for some who has always been there to support and help up. special mention goes to the chereographers, jengkhit and benji and orange cove! without you guys, there wont be anything for stomp at all! special mention also goes to xingyi and jeremy for always supporting me and encourgaing me along the way(: lijun! thanks for all the help you rendered with the beats and everything! we shall strive hard and make shakers the best group amongst all k! although its taking up 4days of my whole week, i dont mind cause i have such a lovely bunch of people to work with and crap with! looking forward to more train rides where we trainers go cranky and stupid!(:

mugging hasnt been really good for me=( still have two whole subj we are untouched!! ahhh!! i hope i can finish everything on time before the midyears come! i dont expect very good results but i hope that it wont be too bad. all i ask for is NO 'S' and hopefully a BCDD which entitles me for H3. in the meantime i will mug hard and chant more daimoku for wisdom(:

off to reading more notes!
jiayous people for midyears!(:













thanks for all your concern folks
but that isnt about my dear

so dont worry and have a chocolate as a reward!

well,
thats if you were worried at the beginning..



Tolstoy writes: "A good person is more concerned about doing what he should do than about what will happen to him." To be determined to fulfil one's responsibility, to do what needs to be done, no matter what the situation--this is the spirit of leaders who are always victorious.



the feeling is no longer the same as before
and its all coming back

its the same feeling that i got a year ago
and once again i cant seem to get it

somehow i felt that
take me for granted is what you are doing
treating me nicely only when you feel like it
and pushing me aside when you want to
immersing yourself in your own convo and in your own world
leaving me out as though i m a stranger
when i ask what happen, you just say 'nvm nvm nth happened'

wth!
what do you take me as?
a toy
or
a ball
that is rolled and played around at your own pleasure?!

or what?

you really screwed the whole thing up
and let me experienced the worst in the many

honestly i m disappointed.

i know you are just being yourself
but somehow i feel that
its a different you that i m hanging out with
it changes every time we are together
and its starting to get annoying

nothing is constant
and everything changes as time pass
hence the only constant
would probably be
change.

maybe i m thinking too much
or maybe i am the one who has changed

nvm
its all over now



I AM BACK FROM SWISS!!!

ok i m so not suppose to be online now but i m cause i am suffering from jetlag! switzerland is really a nice place esp INTERLAKEN! omg! its really nice(: INTERLAKEN my place for retirement(:

shall update about the trip sometime soon cuase i m suppose to be asleep but basically, i love the countryside of swiss (ie interlaken) but i dont really like the urbanised part of it (ie bern). the company was great and i m really thankful for them esp the j1s! great bunch of people and i m glad to have known you guys better through the trip!

specially thankful to SU ANN JASON SYLVESTER(: it was really nice talking to you guys during the last night. all the best to SYLVESTER! i m sure you will be able to get it! and to JASON! all the best and may you two be happy forever and ever! SUANN! omg! one happy funny crazy happy going bubbly lovely girl! its really great talking to you!(:

many things to say but no time to do so. some photos to do the talking and I REALLY MISS SWITZERLAND!