after looking at der's fb photos, i suddenly miss those times we spent, tgt with jz, in labs doing expts and talking nonsense. about overseas trips, life, chinese, food, his school days and what not. haha. kinda missing those days now. haha.

random! ok back to geog case studies!



Monday, March 03, 2008
i m going to be the joke of the century if this really is true! i swear i really am going to be!
feeling malu-ated now! but its alright since its infront of 'malu'(: i love you dear!

Wednesday, March 05, 2008
the song that i enjoy listening to now everyday
is the song that you (once) enjoyed listening to.

every time i listen to it
it makes me remind of you

realising the importance of it when it is gone
is what i m doing now

it was right in front of me back then
but i happily and openly
gave it up

puen
this is what you have to pay for
for doing ti back then

i just hope that you havent given up hope
and things will work out fine...

Saturday, March 22, 2008

i think that my intelligence level is regressing day by day=/

firstly,
i told someone something that i shouldnt have said.
of everyone i chose to tell you!
i just hope that you keep your promise
and shut your mouth up

secondly,
i told you.
i dont know why i did,
maybe its cause of the quote that mark showed me,
"love is giving yourself up to the other person, giving the other person a chance to destroy you, and trusting them not to."
or maybe the conversation we had was just the perfect chance to say it (if i wanted to).
since i always wanted to get an answer
and wanted to know how you feel
so i decided to tell you all those things yesterday

i know i have just made life more confused and terrible for you
but i just couldnt bottle it in my heart anymore
my heart is unable to withstand the high pressure within it anymore

no matter what your final answer is
i will just accept it.
if its negative, its alright cause i so deserve it.
if its positive, happy is what i will be

no matter what your final answer is
good friends we will remain,
and thats for sure.
right?

thirdly,
i fell into the drain while climbing through the gate!
lucky i didnt fall into the section with the mud or else....
and qiuyan was damn funny!
she was like," how come puen suddenly missing huh?!"
HAHA!
i m thankful
cause there are no major injuries.
just that part of my ass hurts
and i have a bruise on my elbow.

special dedication to my darlings. 'A' girls(:

things hasnt been smoothly this season
unexpected things kept happening
but we managed to overcome each obstacle
and move on and strengthen our bond as a team

like what jiaolian said," who doesnt want to win in a competition?"
yes, winning is one thing
but displaying your best , bonding as a team and putting in your utmost efforts is another

a team can win all the medals in the world
but they can have conflicts within their team
this wont bring them far in a long run
yes, they may win this year
but due to all the unhappiness and conflicts they have in their team
they might not be able to make it through to the next year

in comparison to another team
who might not have won the champion this year
but they have a strong team spirit and a strong bond between every member
they are able to sail through hardships and overcome them
together as a team

this is what will bring a team far
the ability to cheer your team member on every time they feel down
to motivate them when they start to backslide
solve all obstacles that appears as a team
although there are many bodies of people in the team
by overcoming every obstacles with one mind
is what really makes a team
a respectable one.

what we can do now is to fight on and buck up
cheer and motivate each other
offer a helping hand
such that we can all overcome all the various obstacles
as a team
as one

whether we win the champs or not,
it is important
but not the most

the most important is
whether or not we progressed and improved
as an individual
as a team

all the way 'A' girls!
i know miracles do happen
and we can do it(:

and like what zhengfeng said, "that week, we dominate"

also,
i really appreciate the presence of all of you a lot
everyone of you
without you all,
i really dont know
how i can pull through wushu trainings and stuff

THANK YOU my dears(:



haha just read a couple of old posts. damn funny. din understand what i was writing then and couldnt recall some of the stuff too. haha. and it really still amazes me how things has changed over just half a year after the end of ip2. but am glad that those changes took place(:

ok off to proper work now. personal statement. gosh!



YOU ARE NOT ALONE
MICHAEL JACKSON

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...



finally a proper break after so long. had h3 test and it was... hehe.

got back two papers(: happy with the results but the most worrying ones arent back at all=( i really hope i can improve for all jus the way i did for physics! haha.

last week was nice. talks with friends are highly highly treasured(: and mr tong's class is like omg godlike(: i really enjoy his class and i hope that i can improve my gp while gaining insights to your own mind. mr tong is really an amazing tutor!

im really shocked by something that happened over the last week. its really impacted me alot and im really frightened. after going through so much together, it happened. and its something that was really really unexpected. i hope that it wont happen next year. i really dont wan to after seeing how helpless and painful it can be. be strong my friend and to her, please have the wisdom to think through carefully before making your final decision.

please i really dont want to.

oh and wushu photos are up le people! on facebook(:



finally! after all the pushing back and dragging, CTs are over(: one hope. to improve for my physics and get out of the 55 curse! haha.

i like how things are now and hope they will remain the way they are. there is still h3 test next week and i gotta start thinking as stated in mr cook's email!

be happy (:

oh and wushu photos from jts cum handover! SOON people! sorry but im kinda lazy>.<