everything is not appearing what it is suppose to be.
at first, what we were told was A but in the end come out was A + 1.
totally unprepared for it, we struggled.
well, at least i did.

s a result, i was diagnosed with hyperventilation.
and is serious hyperventilation.
the doctor say the only cure to this is to relax and slow down the pace of my life.
but the thing is that is it ever possible?
considering the amt of work and things tat i have to complete,
is it possible?

i need SOS.

college life is screwed
studies are screwed
wushu is screwed
mjr sucks
but i suck even more(:

everything is falling apart! the integrating centre cant hold on anymore...



Practising will bring perfection?
(taken from minyoung's blog)

'Practice makes perfect'... Thats a quote i have been hearing these days! Getting sick of hearing it liao! It just does not make sense... Hmm... How?

Lemme explain it then! Practice makes perfect. But if There is nothing perfect in this world, then why bother to practice??? After all, we will not reach the level of perfection!

So does it make sense???

when you r feeling alone like no one cares read this cos its absolutely true(:
(taken from xiaojun)

Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you .

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. you mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, pass it on to everyone u know(:



when your friends are vigorous and in high spirits, you should be serene like the moonlight, and when they are down or dejected, you should warmly embrace them like the sun. i hope that you will advance while encouraging and praising one another - at times like a gentle breeze and at times like a warm current.

--Daisaku Ikeda

fd and gakkai folks: please go read ssa times! siyi's testimonial is up there(:



this is dedicated to all wuzun lovers(:
(taken from kaixian's blog)

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cool

wuzun!! cute guy with nice eyes(:



went to watch pursuit of happyness yesterday with sis. damn nice. but didnt get some of the parts. but is ok la. enjoyed it. good show. will go find the bk n read it someday(:

life is hectic and busy. trng is in the afternn. cant do anything for that day other than train. then my legs are like aching like xiao4 can. cant even do ma bu gong bu todae can. then my yun qiang is getting worst la. everything is falling. i m so nt wen during my tao lu. then everything is so wobbily. n mel announced that new system thing. i m pretty surprise that the team who hasnt hear of it bfore didnt sae much. s in they were jus like orh ok. mayb i m the onli one who is over reacting or wat la.

i dont know how i m gg to survive trng for the nxt two days. i hope i wil get the feel back asap.

n i realised perhaps long time ago that i really dont understand u afterall. i dont know wat u r thinking and wats up in ur mind. it is like sometimes u r quite nice, sometimes pms, sometimes werid, sometimes i dont know wat la. i m really disgusted by u at times. i dont know whats wrong with me but ya. tats how i feel.



this hasnt happened for ages. but it happened yesterday night.

the sky rained.
it poured
very heavily
the sky is so lost and so tired of holding the water vapor within the heavy cloud.
so it burst
and there comes a rainfall which eventually led to a flood.

the sky felt terrible
it was thinking,
"why am i such a failure?
why cant i get anything right?
i m nt should or producing any results in whatever i m doing?
why did i even exist?
is my existence ever treasured?"

that was how it felt last night during the downpour. . .




just popped by 'ur' blog. n guess wat? i agree to wat u sae. although it is putting us at a disadvantage, it makes sense. n hey, i absolutely agree to this sentence that u said," it is a painful realisation, because i wouldnt bet on myself getting enough to get in VJ if i took o levels this year." it is very true la. everytime the teachers sae," i believe that even if u guys didnt come in to vj via ip, u guys would do well enough to secure a space in vj via ur o levels results." then i would go like," r u sure? i dont think so..." it is a fact la. i see my studies now. it is like shit can. it is so horrible n so cmi. i dont know how did i get in to ip in the first place. i m jus wasting a space can. but like wat u said, we hav to prove to them that this space is worthy; they didnt make a wrong choice by taking us in.

i wil try my best and prove to them...

n hey debby. i agree! i dont mind paying seven bucks for him n i didnt know that u r someone who would sae the lesser the better. my gosh! i thought onli grace knows that. haha! daniel wu((:




the term has finally ended!! like finally(:

the last wk has been super disastrous. everything is like coming to me all at once. i cant breathe. i need space. i need help. i need people to cooperate. i need high efficiency. but wat do i get? none of the above. n i need a proper break sia! too exhausted.

n now. it is suppose to b the break but. . . it is gone! like totally can?! mon tues wed fri n sat have to go for trng. i dont mind hav trng on so many days since comp is coming but the thing is that the trng timing sucks! is in the afternn. so is like u cant do anything bfore that n u cant do anything after that either.

this hols is suppose to b a break from sch. but it doesnt seems like can. haix. hav to go for trng, hav to do homeowrk, hav to start mugging for review wk, hav to do proj n stuff. . time is nvr enough! i need breathing space. hyper-ventilating now!! my gosh!

had wu shu n ndp yesterday! wa. damn shiok but tiring. wushu was really chiong-ing throughout. but i m glad tat my efforts are paid off over the months cos cai lao shi said that i improved!!(: super happy. n i was taught this super chim thing todae. is guo lao shi's secret to success. i shall try to master it asap. wish me good luck folks! but i was super stressed up when i was doing my spear routine. all eyes were on u la. super pressurising can. but i guess i hav to get use to it. all these eyes belong to ppl that i know. what if i cant get use to them? then comp will die lor. cos there are many more other eyes staring at u!

ndp was quite fun! my block de ic is damn blur n cute. also gt to know this ywd elise(nt sure how to spell it!) shes quite chio. n very nice to talk. haix. but damn sad. gt some ppl whom i find super irritatin is nxt to me in the same grp! wa liao. i really wanted to slap her can. all she knows is to complain n whine. n ask for water break. super noisy. but lucky gt elise! hope that can forge strong bonds with her through this year's ndp(: haha. n saw something unbelievable on my way home. haha. phy n ryan r dating!! l0l. ok. i might b lag but i gt a shock. didnt had a good impression of ryan but mayb cos onli knew him for a short period so can sae much. . . i trust phy's taste(:

tats all for now.



ATTENTION TO ALL THE GIRLS OUT THERE!

Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers.

What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door.

If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there.

Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone.

Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway.

Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart.

Definition of a bachelor; a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable.