its my first day home so early because there is no trng for some funny reason today((:

chinese new year was fine, nothing much except loads of eating plus movie watching plus gambling plus laughing(: uncle alan started playing a game at popo's house on the first day of cny that got everyone working their abs because of the unlimited laughter we had! its a memory game thing that we got the adults and even my granny to play! its super hilarious when you see the adults' reactions when they get called! haha. gambling was good this year bcause i got like damn a lot of blackjacks(: watched ip man and dark knights at granny's and big aunt's and IP MAN IS REALLY GOOD((: now im trying to find time to watch red cliff 1&2! haha. and this year i ate a total of 4/5 yusheng and there is still more to come=S and ate popo's MEE SIAM and visited althea's house ytd((: fun fun((:

photos will be up soon once i collate all of them! haha!

tmr is going to be a happy happy day(: and im no longer lack of seratonin!((: for now its back to notes and work>.<

i know i resolved to be a better daughter this year but i just screwed it up on the first day of cny. im sorry. im still trying hard. and thank you for being so understanding towards me. puen must not take things for granted anymore. she must not.



haha second week of school is over(: and CNY is round the corner(:

h3 officially started and its quite fun, although i dont really get some parts. haha. ytd was happy happy day because it was cny celeb(: performed ji ti and I DIDNT FORGET ANY STEPS! haha. went to ernest's house in the evening and had loads of fun! vballers are a bunch of funny ppl! haha. played zhong ji mi ma with the super spicy curry as punishment and played cherates too! it was super hilarious when we see everyone trying to act and guess the words! haha. dinner was good. brilliant curry with roti jala, superb smaba balachan, nice bee hoon and mummy's fav crabmeat ball soup(: simple meal but happy moments(:

went for sd 25th anniversary daimokukai. heard the updates from the main committee. sounds like a fun and exciting event(: there will be a panel sharing about ikeda sensei's peace proposal, the soka youth dance crew is dancing, and many many other performances((: yays! 28th feb! its gonna be a success! went dinner at some weird steamboat restaurant in kallang. the food wasnt exactly good but the company was good(: at least it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. haha. made new frens like with pretty vanessa and had a good time talking to sam and mx(: did stupid things again like shooting a watermelon out of my mouth and laughing like some mad woman, drop the chopstick onto the hotplate, and many many other things! really enjoyed talking to minxue laods loads(: photos and videos will be up as soon as i get them(:

and it seems to be the season of love over the past few months because everyone around seems to be attached! my dear twinnie is attached to mr west peach ! super unexpected but im super super HAPPY for you my dear! and knowing that mr west peach treats you so so sweetly and nicely, im happy happy for you! and 3 days after twinnie is attached, mr jeremy chang is attached too! hahaha! and over the hols, many ppl got attached too. isnt it indeed a season of love blossoming? but like what ywd chief said," having a boyfriend is a benefit(:" =D



BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME
CELINE DION

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

current health status: lack of seratonin



day one of back to school. haha i dont like my timetable=( i end very late everyday either because of h3 or because of trng=( and i have like a 7period break before h3 starts on thurs!? omg! i have to be self discipline and start studying puen! got a new teacher for physics. mrs tan. i got nothing much to say for now but i guess i really have to buck up on my side for physics. am thankful that mr pek is still our chem tutor and he is our new ct(: i will be seeing mr pek alot this year with h3, ct and chem! haha!

O levels are out today. NICOLE HAN XINJIE!! omg im so happy for you((: yays! you this bimbo can come to vj le!! so happy((: i hope we will be able to pull all of them in through appeal !

ok thats all folks for now. its really nice to be back in school and see those familiar faces(:



back from FLINT kenshukai! well honestly, it was rather chaotic but its FINE because i know the comm put in a lot of effort in planning it(: caught up with a lot of peeps whom i haven met for ages, like YINGLIN (the pretty girl), VANESSA (the one who really touched my heart with her song) and many many others! during the kenshu, i was once again reaffirmed that i will NEVER NEVER be an ACCOUNTANT!! its really just a job too tedious and tiring! for that, i salute mummy who is an accountant! haha!

enjoyed two sessions the most during the kenshu, dialogue with GD and dialogue with YWD Chief, Lay Huay, and Senior Advisor, Ming Har. i really learnt alot esp from lay huay and ming har about how we can approach inactive members and do shakubuku. it all boils down back to one thing, sincerity. more often than not, it is your sincerity of wanting the other party to achieve absolute happiness, wanting them to experience the greatness of this Buddhism, and wanting them to lead a value creating life that really touch them. and also, whenever a member rejects your call or avoid you, the most important thing is to never give up on them. these members are your members for a reason; nothing in life is by chance or coincidental. so for that, you have to take responsibility for it, and when you do, you will definitely change the person's life and also do your own human revolution. but that will definitely happen only when you base yourself on faith in the Gohonzon.

another point shared by them was about leading a victorious life. what does it mean to lead a victorious life? is it about achieving many many awards and prestigious competition, or is it about you being a famous star, or is it about you scoring a perfect score for every exam? well that is one aspect of it, but one can only say that they have led a victorious life when they have overcame their daily weaknesses and inspire the others to do so too. it is only when you overcome your small small daily weaknesses, such as being late for school, not doing your gongyo conscientiously, then you can strive big in life. because in these everyday struggle of yours to overcome problems, you are actually training your character, polishing yourself for bigger battles. and when those battles do arrive, you will be all prepared to welcome it and overcome it, achieving absolute victory. and when that happens, others around you will be inspired by you and they will also be curious about the secret behind your success because actual proofs are the ones that really encourage others because they witness it themselves. so what is the secret behind your success? that is none other than faith in the Gohonzon (:

for that, i will ensure that those members under my care will be actively participating in ASD activities this year and they will be able to grow and score many many victories in 2009(:

there was this person who really touched my soul ytd. i almost cried when i hear her speak of her testimonial and the reason behind the song. and after hearing her piece, i re-read the lyrics and felt that it is really applicable to me too. presenting THE NEW DAWN, written by VANESSA PHANG(:

NEW DAWN.

There were times when I found myself,
walking down this familiar path.
There were times when I found myself,
asking why some nights are so long and tough.

Life can make a sport of us
Sometimes,
When we try so hard,
Yet reap no rewards.
Devilish functions on a roll;

But just as we thought
Why do we always trip and fall;
Have we forgotten,
We've got the ultimate treasure of all?

Life the crimson sun,
Emerging from the New dawn;
Living the Mystic Law,
I'd remember my mentor's call;
The darker the day,
The nearer the dawn.

In the crossroads we find ourselves,
Uncertain;
of what lies ahead.
Engulfed by emotions,
Overlooking the treasure in our hearts.

Wasted time in blind pursuit,
Of what was deemed, significant
Fighting so hard for those relative-ness,
Neglecting my absolute happiness.
Life condition taking its toll.

But just as we thought
Why do we always trip and fall;
Have we forgotten,
We've got the ultimate treasure of all?

Life the crimson sun,
Emerging from the New dawn;
Living the Mystic Law,
I'd remember my mentor's call;
The darker the day,
The nearer the dawn.

Let me renew my vow,
Sensei.
To be leaders of this new dawn.
Like a flame alit in the dark
Let my spark fly

But just as we thought
Why do we always trip and fall;
Have we forgotten,
We've got the ultimate treasure of all?

Life the crimson sun,
Emerging from the New dawn;
Living the Mystic Law,
I'd remember my mentor's call;
The darker the day,
The nearer the dawn.

A New Dawn,
Has begun.

with that, i shall end here and school is starting in tomorrow! screams! busy week ahead! institution planning cum meeting, reunion dinner, khaki gathering, training! jiayous puen(:

good luck to all who are collecting their 'O's tmr! to nicole and freda! i hope you two can come over to vj(:
good luck to those who are still having your Rs! you guys can do it! gambatte!(:



after a long search for blogskins, i finally settled on this one. haha. i got loads of work to do but i just cant settle down to finish them up! *SCREAMS*

the needle on the compass needs to stop spinning and lead the way.



went for v11 chalet(: it was nice to see familiar faces back together and catching up with people whom who haven for ages. enjoyed the family catch up plus gossip session in the room; enjoyed watching stars during bbq; enjoyed the chalet(:

thanks to ian who booked the super big and good bungalow for us at super low cost! thanks to may dear who has been trying to get everything put in place(: and to alicea laopo! im so sorry about cny shopping>.< will try to find time okay?

school is starting next week and i haven really settled down. my brain feels so rusty and i lost my momentum. need to find it back or else im dead. the next few weekends are going to be busy busy. with early reunion dinner, FLINT kenshu, khaki gathering and cny, how not to be busy? haha.

and all the best to those who are going to have their Rs this week and next week! jiayous!(:

yes and must.
do the right things at the right time.

P.S. we haven take our family photo yet! and he is suppose to treat us! i dont care! HAHA!











went to jumbo@dempsey(: always feel happy whenever i go there! chili crab made my day(: glad that mummy is happy with the present i got her(: went for morning gongyo today and saw the crew danced. super good and am really touched by you guys! after performing at countdown, you guys rushed down to ica and stayed over! your efforts for kofu wont go to waste alright! (:


tmr is shuqi's and sensei's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY((:

meeting up with xingyi, jer and mx for nationwide youth leaders meeting(: yays! haven met them for ages! school's starting for sis tmr. hope she will begin anew in her new school and buck up. jiayous mei!

that was how a fool would have thought and spent the last day of 2008. but at least the fool woke up and thought through stuff(:
and its feels rather weird because my phone was on silent close to 24/7 today. haha.