the feeling is no longer the same as before
and its all coming back

its the same feeling that i got a year ago
and once again i cant seem to get it

somehow i felt that
take me for granted is what you are doing
treating me nicely only when you feel like it
and pushing me aside when you want to
immersing yourself in your own convo and in your own world
leaving me out as though i m a stranger
when i ask what happen, you just say 'nvm nvm nth happened'

wth!
what do you take me as?
a toy
or
a ball
that is rolled and played around at your own pleasure?!

or what?

you really screwed the whole thing up
and let me experienced the worst in the many

honestly i m disappointed.

i know you are just being yourself
but somehow i feel that
its a different you that i m hanging out with
it changes every time we are together
and its starting to get annoying

nothing is constant
and everything changes as time pass
hence the only constant
would probably be
change.

maybe i m thinking too much
or maybe i am the one who has changed

nvm
its all over now