i think that my intelligence level is regressing day by day=/

firstly,
i told someone something that i shouldnt have said.
of everyone i chose to tell you!
i just hope that you keep your promise
and shut your mouth up

secondly,
i told you.
i dont know why i did,
maybe its cause of the quote that mark showed me,
"love is giving yourself up to the other person, giving the other person a chance to destroy you, and trusting them not to."
or maybe the conversation we had was just the perfect chance to say it (if i wanted to).
since i always wanted to get an answer
and wanted to know how you feel
so i decided to tell you all those things yesterday

i know i have just made life more confused and terrible for you
but i just couldnt bottle it in my heart anymore
my heart is unable to withstand the high pressure within it anymore

no matter what your final answer is
i will just accept it.
if its negative, its alright cause i so deserve it.
if its positive, happy is what i will be

no matter what your final answer is
good friends we will remain,
and thats for sure.
right?

thirdly,
i fell into the drain while climbing through the gate!
lucky i didnt fall into the section with the mud or else....
and qiuyan was damn funny!
she was like," how come puen suddenly missing huh?!"
HAHA!
i m thankful
cause there are no major injuries.
just that part of my ass hurts
and i have a bruise on my elbow.

special dedication to my darlings. 'A' girls(:

things hasnt been smoothly this season
unexpected things kept happening
but we managed to overcome each obstacle
and move on and strengthen our bond as a team

like what jiaolian said," who doesnt want to win in a competition?"
yes, winning is one thing
but displaying your best , bonding as a team and putting in your utmost efforts is another

a team can win all the medals in the world
but they can have conflicts within their team
this wont bring them far in a long run
yes, they may win this year
but due to all the unhappiness and conflicts they have in their team
they might not be able to make it through to the next year

in comparison to another team
who might not have won the champion this year
but they have a strong team spirit and a strong bond between every member
they are able to sail through hardships and overcome them
together as a team

this is what will bring a team far
the ability to cheer your team member on every time they feel down
to motivate them when they start to backslide
solve all obstacles that appears as a team
although there are many bodies of people in the team
by overcoming every obstacles with one mind
is what really makes a team
a respectable one.

what we can do now is to fight on and buck up
cheer and motivate each other
offer a helping hand
such that we can all overcome all the various obstacles
as a team
as one

whether we win the champs or not,
it is important
but not the most

the most important is
whether or not we progressed and improved
as an individual
as a team

all the way 'A' girls!
i know miracles do happen
and we can do it(:

and like what zhengfeng said, "that week, we dominate"

also,
i really appreciate the presence of all of you a lot
everyone of you
without you all,
i really dont know
how i can pull through wushu trainings and stuff

THANK YOU my dears(: