i have nothing to say about myself. jian is like on next wed and its not improving but instead it is dropping. and today was totally off! off form, off balance, off everything! and with jian being on wed, it isnt helping at all. haix. i guess i can just try my best on that day. and i like what was taught, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. i hope it will be fine on the actual day(:

i need a morale booster. a pill, an encouragement, anything as long as it can boost my morale and let me display the best that i can. anyone has it?