背叛

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白

在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

- Gary 曹格



世界唯一的你

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排

是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来

恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱

照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开

恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

- Gary 曹格



In all challenges and struggles, earnestness and sincerity are the twin causes to victory, while clever strategies or mere lip service result in nothing but defeat. Let's all renew our determination and act with a fresh mind!

-Daisaku Ikeda



List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
In order, 1) eternal happiness, 2) true friends 3) all the material goods that i want, 4) good results, 5) him

Answer the following questions :
1. The person who tag you is?
denis

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friend. captain.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
hardworking.
loves to buy donuts.
ambitious.
responsible.
helpful.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
help me bring my weapons home and bring it to school the next day(:

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
er. i dont know.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
treat him as a friend? dont know(:

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
be more open?

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
be very sad.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i did something wrong that offended him?

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
wish him good luck for his promos

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
good(:

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
not efficient in studies. dont know how to study smart. hardworking and efficient in doing what i m assigned to do (but that is what they claim which i dont think is the truth)

13.The character you love of yourself are?
being efficient since it is a compliment from others(:

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
not efficient in my studies and not tactful during certain conditions

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
no one is ideal hence i cant be that person(:

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1.joey<3
2.alicea
3.althea
4.may
5.guowei
6.ian
7.yandeng
8.sammantha
9.weijun DADDY
10.joycelyn MEI

17. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
currently having a scandal but who is he exactly with. not sure(:

18.Is no.9 a male or female?
male!

19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
nope! cause they dont even know each other and 7 is attached to someone else on the list le((:

20.How about no.8 and 5?
nope! they dont know each other and 8 is also attached to someone else on the list le((:

21.What is no.2 studying about?
the same thing as me except that she has an extra subject, LIT!

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
today?

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
er.... i think hav to ask one of the people on the list. he wil know better than i do.

24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
er. not sure. haha! sry get high partner!

25.Will you woo no.3?
zomg! no! i m not les!!

26.How about no.7?
he is attached for goodness sake!

27.Is no.4 single?
i think so..

28.What’s the surname of no.5?
WU GuoWei

29.What’s the hobby of no.4?
singing and beinging a bimbo!

30.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
er. nope. they dont know each other.

31.Where is no.2 studying at?
vjc((: 06V11(((:

32.Talk something casually about no.1?
my get high partner! someone whom has pei me walked thorugh my ndp journey! someone whom i am in love and missing now!

33.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
er. nope! i not LES! neither is she.

34.Where does no.9 live at?
tiong bahru!

35.What color does no.4 like?
PURPLE!

36.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nope! they dunno each other la!

37.Does no.7 likes no.2?
nope! they dunno each other. no.7 likes someone else on the list la!

38.How do you get to know no.2?
06V11(:

39.Does no.1 have any pets?
i dont think so.

40.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no! lmaos!

finally! denis thanks la!












"If you want to understand the causes that existed in the past, look at the results as they are manifested in the present. And if you want to understand what results will be manifested in the future, look at the causes that exist in the present." - WND, Vol. 1, page 279



so started off the week by getting back our review week papers.

the results were pretty unexpected. maybe it is really because of faith that allowed me to meet the expectations that i have set for myself. although only 3.5 out of 7 papers are returned, they all met my expectations. so i m very happy already! i just hope that the rest can also meet my expectations and let me be even more convinced how amazing NMHRGK can be(:

but life is not that simple.

even though my results have shown improvements, other things start cocking up esp in wushu. sucks man! now all my savings for my end of the year shopping would be gone. haix. i hope that there will be this ideal solution where no one has to fork out a single cent and the problem can be solved. training these days aint that fruitful and motivating anymore. maybe is the atmosphere and the people who are training there. somehow i feel that the team is no longer that bonded anymore. i m looking forward to hols trng and i promise i will do my best and improve myself.

now i have to sit down and plan my time properly.
eoys in 6 weeks.
2 years of work to cover.
0 revision as of now.

good luck to me!
jiayous all the way and we will chiong the last lap as a class tgt!



quick update about what happened over the period.

clearing of proj.
cleared SIP proj like finally on wk 5
cleared RM like finally finally on wk 6. gosh! i m nt a racist but it is hard when u meet those at the guardhouse.
now OLP!

review week
ok la. cant say much cause is all last min mugging.
chem ok
LA ok but compre die
ss die
math so-so
phy was omg! could have done better..
bio is dead dead
chinese ok paper1 gone. paper2 mayb got hope.

NDP!!
ytd was a great day.. loads of things happen but overall it was a successful show(: i wil miss NDP'07 RIVER OF DREAM B1!! it is my first ndp so it holds very special significance to me. thank you everyone in B1 who has made all these possible and make it such a memorable and eventful one for us, at least for me(:

special thanks goes to:
iris n shawn 世铭爷 - our beloved trainers. thanks for everything that you did for us. we appreciate it a lot!
elise dajie - thanks dajie for everything. u made me trngs so much more colourful(: i appreciate it alot!
joey get high partner - great to know u! besties forever gal! i love you! i m wondering how m i gg to spend my saturdays now that ndp is over. i treasure the times when we spent together n hope that they would never be forgotten.

there is still a long list to go but if i do go on, it wil never end so thats it for now..

this term is very fruitful for me. chionging here and there for projs, meetups, ndp trngs, extra lessons. although is tough, i somehow enjoyed it. now that everything has kinda of ended, i need to concentrate on my eoys..

had a talk with wing n wuyue on tues. after the talk, i realise that ip has undergone tremendous changes. changes which has make each cohort so different from another. be it the quality, the style of assessment, the design of the curriculum and programmes - they are all so different. talked about subject combi matters too. they gave me pointers which i thought were valuable. PCME. it might not be you. i really need to sit down and think about it carefully. maybe a talk with misslow would help. i dunno..

this is such a meaningful year. with IP life ending soon, it would be rather saddening, not only the splitting up of 06V11, but also the departure of loads of teachers. i wil treasure the remaining time that we have together as a class and jiayous folks for EOYS!

here are pictures...