! CASTLES IN THE SAND

Friday, June 15, 2007

this sucks. its all coming back. history is repeating itself.

i thought we were close. but apparently i m wrong. the gap is widening. i hope i m thinking too much. i seriously hope i m.

whenever i msg u. u hardly reply. u only reply when it is like super impt. when you guys hangout, i m never informed. when things occur, i m always the last to know n i always have to go ask around for it. it may seem to b jealousy but i dun care because i never knew what was up there in your mind.

i dont wanna b treated nicely only when u need me n be thrown aside when you have found others.
i wan to be remembered.
when u think of orgainsing a gathering, i would be invited.
when you have problems, i would be the one whom you would turn to.
when i have problems, i would be able to tell you without hesitating.
but apparently, it seems like none of the above is possible.

i think the problem lies with me. but what? can someone tell me?

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